I need weed:

To enjoy new music

To truly enjoy food

To feel truly accomplished or like I have money

To really delve in learning something new

To keep my room and house clean

To stay ahead & not just do enough

To sleep

To control my schizophrenia

To want to exercise or work out

To honestly enjoy my life

To want to watch different shows TV or movies besides what I'm hooked on

Etc

But after 3 years of not depending on weed

Punishment has showed me I don't need it

Or any of that stuff listed above