11:17pm 6/26/2025

time to go to sleep

cs in the morning

i'll be back on tomorrow probably talking about the same stuff I talk about every single day

got my plans

sticking to them

delving deep into my plans calculating the best options to get everything done with the least amount of effort

I don't even care what I do tomorrow at cs

hopefully it is mowing or meals for the elderly

I wouldn't mind mowing I need a break from meals

but i'll get a 3 day break because of the weekend

after tomorrow i'll be at 16 days left

I scheduled 16 days in July

My birthday is coming up, July 15th i'll be 32 years old

planning on going to eat I think either Japanese hibachi or buffalo wild wings

going to be a small birthday dinner

obviously I can't smoke or drink again on this birthday just like the last 2 birthdays

and next year I won't be able to either when I turn 33

but with that in mind it only looks like it'll be 

wait it confuses me

may 2025 = start, may 2026 = 1 year, may 2027 = 2 years

july 2025 = 32, july 2026 = 33,  and by july 2027 = 34 i'll definitely be done

so just waiting for that 34th birthday in 2 years lol

in reality I should be done around march 2027 or it could be a few months earlier

a long time really

may 2025 -> may 2026 = 1 year i'll have everything paid off or saved up just visits for like 16 months

may 2026 -> march 2027 = done

just need to keep my job for 6+ months

work as much as I can

turn my stubs in to ssa on time

paying is not the issue substance use is not the issue

at this point it is just the raw amount of time, 16-22 months

gives me a ton of time to buy a lot of marijuana

stock up

maybe get some nice glass

because if an ounce is like 200 and i'm getting like 400 a month

I could be a pound in like 8 months

and i'll have 16-22 months

so I could buy more than 2 pounds by the time it's all said and done