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Wednesday, July 2, 2025

imagine a chart with mental illness like careers
each with pros and cons and salary

schizophrenia one of the top grossing
not viewed as a bad thing in any way
usually seen as an advisor

someone that just does not get the social norms
they see it how they see it
whatever the situation is

almost like having a witch that works for you full time

easy to develop
everyone gets paid
very helpful
wants to be showed how to do things first but can do about anything just diving in
can make mistakes when diving in but it is never the end of the world
very similar to a professional hacker but they can work on just about anything
doors windows ac tv computers phones coffee machine toilets anything you name it
you can show the schizophrenic or they can find it out themselves

to view the schizophrenia as a bad thing
is another illness all together dealing with academia
but at the end of the day again everyone gets paid
so it's like a getting paid under the table type thing but it is 100% legit

almost 100% immune to all forms of sabotage
life just works for the schizophrenic
they know good from bad
they know when being bad is worth it
they know light and dark
they know how to open and receive or close and put off

very inexpensive to develop
to the point the schizophrenic has no idea why more people do not develop the illness
10 years since development and not one single bad occurrence

life sucked before schizophrenia it was hard long depressing cold
then you spend a few hundred bucks get diagnosed and viola life is a money rich happy place

it makes no sense to the schizophrenic why they had to develop schizophrenia to make it in the world and enjoy life but the bottom line is they do and it works perfectly for them
I'm so conservating lol
I never agree when they say we need to get paid more
but they say rent is 1,200-1,600 and that's just crazy to me
he's showing the % of what you make a month / what you spend on rent

I'm at like 50%
woah I make minimum wage
I don't get paid minimum wage/hr I make a little more
at the end of the month i'm making what you would make if you were paid minimum wage/hr and worked 40 hours

but in his examples he's saying split with a roommate so I would be at 25%
and 1980s is 23%

ohhhhhh now I see
he's saying minimum wage needs to go up if you're a normal person that doesn't have a mental illness and get all the perks
it is too low because you need a roommate and even then it would be a 1 room apartment

shit get a mental illness it aint bad
but what if everyone just got a mental illness to pay for their life
idk should work out

its 2025 if you aren't benefiting from a mental illness have you ever even taken a first step
get a mental illness get benefits go to jail don't plea insanity get free live happily ever after
everyone makes money from someone that get treated for a mental illness


 
assuming 40 hours a week 
168 -40 -56 -10 looking at 62
2,000 or even 1,200 is crazy
500 on food is crazy
student load is crazy to begin with 300
300 for a car payment is crazy
150 for car insurance is crazy
150 for gas is crazy
100 for personal care is stupid crazy
50 for a cell phone is too high too

even then only having 62 hours a week to do you is the worst

rent shouldn't be more than 900
500 a month of food is like gorging food down
if you can't afford school where you have to get a loan that's crazy I got paid to go to college
300 car payment 150 insurance 150 gas that's 600$ a month find a better place to work and live where you can walk or ride a bike
100 for personal care A MONTH ?!?!? who cares if you stink wear the same underwear for a month or two get a 15$ bidet and wipe with a rag you rinse out. Literally no one cares about having a significant other and if they do they already have one. So no one is ever going to find a gf or bf even if they do spend 100$+ a month unless they're doing it to get paid
50$ cell phone is high you can get unlimited for 30$

even then only having 62 hours a week to do you is the worst

the 60k is even crazier
$350 a month
okay that's working 40 hours a week and only getting 62 hours free time
I work 6 hours a week and I get $350 a month to spend on whatever I want because I care about money
that 96 hours a week to do whatever
and you have to put a price on your alone time i'd put it well over 300$ an hour
that's like $10,200 in alone time a week 40,000 a month

you could literally save over 1,600 a month just caring more about money at $20 an hour
at 30 an hour you could save 2,000 a month






Tuesday, July 1, 2025

+$1,250/month($15,000 a year)

-$600 rent
-$45 internet
-$30 phone
-$50 court cost
-$60 supervision
-$130 food
-$60 cigarettes 

I can get trash bags and toilet paper for free
I can make body wash and shampoo last months

really the only household products I have to buy is dish soap, bleach, and the occasional sponge
I can do my laundry in the sink but my mom still helps me with laundry doing it at her house and bringing it back to me

275$ left at the end of the month
3,300 a year
1,650 every 6 months

I graduated high school
I did 7 semesters in college for computers specifically computer programming

I currently work as maintenance at a hotel
I open the gates so the trash truck can dump the dumpster, I take all the bins around the hotel to the dumpster I put new trash bags in the bins. I work on the pool adding chemicals, tablets, skimmer, vacuum. I pick up trash in the parking lot
it is decent but it is not as good as it was when I did security for the hotel long story short they got rid of that job
I like the heavy lifting, I don't mind changing the bags. working on the pool is great I enjoy it. I don't care much for picking up trash in the parking lot but it is easy money you just have to bend down and pick it up.

I did computer classes in middle school high school and college
but even then and definitely now I could never see myself doing anything with computers to actually make money
maybe get a job and work a month or two but I don't ever see it actually working out longer than 3 or 4 months
I just do not trust working on computers to make an honest living
I know too much about how computers and managers or owners do not get along when it comes down to a long term job to live
if it gets expensive or time consuming they're going to pull out
if they want something different it could take days or weeks to accomplish and somehow they're going to be paying less than minimum

even when I was in my last years of high school I already knew 100% for a fact I would never get a job working on computers to make a living
I know just about everything about computers enough to know it would never work
you have to live in a dream world to get something like that reliably and consistently

I think about it
and the closest thing I can think of is catching fish for every single meal sure you can catch 10-20 fish one day and have that last a week or two but you need to be at it every single day
if you eat your 10-20 fish for a week or two and run out you have to know exactly how to catch more fish
sometimes the bites are really good and too I remember going days in a row and getting very few catches
but the main idea is you need to only get fish you catch and stay well fed


I really don't see how people in the computer world are making 200,000 300,000 a year consistently each year
obviously there's something they just 100% ignore and it works for them or I'm just 100% missing something

take all the computer programming classes in or out of college do the computer programming schools online play the computer programming challenges or computer science or computer security or anything computer software engineer related
learn 4 or 5+ languages to the point you can make just about anything quickly

I still don't see making 200,000+ I don't even see making 100,000 50,000 or 20,000 a year
maybe 15,000 a year honestly lol