880+140 = 1020

600 rent 20 internet 30 phone

1020-650 = 370

-70 -60

240 +70-150

310-390

to spend towards court this month

1000 owed

if I can keep making 400 i'll be done in 3 months lol

then 1200 left on supervision

if I can keep making 400

that's 400 800 1200

i'll be done in 3 months lol

planned on having everything paid off in a year

but I may be able to get it done in 6 months hahaha

I figured for sure my job would let me go before I got everything paid and I would have to struggle to get it done

but the new owners seem like they want to keep me

so if I can keep my job for like 6+ months

i'm golden

i'll get court paid i'll get supervision saved up

then I can actually start spending my hard earned money I work for on things for my apartment

good kitty food and treats trash bags bleach good food I can actually get pizza delivered and go to get food at actual places not just making everything at home

so excited for december to get here to see how far i've got

I'm only 2 months in I have like 20 months to go

but i've got so much done so fast

it's going to be easy

if I can keep this rate up

i'll have literally everything done besides doing my visits once a month

if I owe 2,200 right now

and I make 400 a month to spend

that's 400 800 1200 1600 2000 2400

6 months to have it all done hahahaha

i'm so excited

I never thought I could make this much money

I'm making 1350 a month

a normal person that doesn't have a high paying easy job 

I work 2 days a week at a physical job

I get ssi and I get 100$ taken out each month

when I get done with probation

i'll have nearly 700$ a month to spend on weed and beer lol

I never in my wildest dreams would of thought i'd be make 1350 a month

350 a month maybe

not 1350

get all cs done July 30th

get am done august 18th

finish paying court before december

finish saving for supervision may

but at this rate i'll get court paid off by october

and save everything up for supervision by january

then I got 17 months of just visits

Once I get everything paid and saved

i'm going to start hoarding thca from the smoke shops with all my extra money lol

just buying tons of thca vapes and flower

and when my day comes that I can smoke and drink again

have like 5+ ounces to smoke all the first day

i'm going to smoke so much I get sick

and just sit on my computer with 11 up looking at code

coming up with the next big program

listening to music like it is 2013 again

all my songs I can only listen to when i'm blazeing

I think back over the last 10-15 years what I had the most fun doing

and smoking brisket each weekend making steak and poppers cooking in the dutch oven is way up there maybe #2 overall

but sitting in my restroom floor with my phone on insta and pandora hitting my gravity with ounces of weed either drinking or taking lsd or all three has to be the most fun

and it's weird because I think I want to have fun what do I do for fun what have I done for fun over the last 10-15 years

and the most fun thing is sitting directly by the toilet on the ground smoking weed on my phone

I started out doing it because I could blow the smoke out the window and the smell wouldn't go in the house

then I started doing it because my restroom was small and I could hotbox it

then I smoked in my room but it was bigger and I didn't like the way it felt as much

I like being able to stretch my arms out and touch all four walls

then just sit down and smoke as much as I could until I couldn't smoke anymore

I'm so ready to get to smoke in my apartment

I'm going to get this probation done

and i'll probably never get in trouble again

and what I did to get in trouble was so worth the punishment

I would do it all again any day of the week