some people grow up too fast

I didn't know it was that hard to get what brian has

getting a wife in elementary school, just getting handed everything without ever having to work like daycare only doing what is fun for fun with literally no pressure the entire life, getting to possible watch those girls still from not growing up too fast

do I have it good do I have it better

giggling about to say noooooooooo no hell no lol

the devil

god recital

well Austyn gets it because he's the devil

I made him the devil because I am god

I know he is good but he isn't me he doesn't see through my eyes so he isn't god he is just as strong as me besides that one thing he isn't god

but Brian is better because he gets it without being the devil

I am god I made it that way

besides having a bestfriend and only friend on speaking terms that is the devil because I say so and another old friend that has it better than the devil

I am still god

and while austyn can't say if I have it better than him or brian I know I do

because I am god and everyone knows god wins

because just everyone in a happy relationship goes through that(skull fxcking then dying then being together)

it was a race to that

then you see them and they are happy and a kid just born or on the way

but it isn't but it could be

god says definitely not

but no one can actually tell god anything about it

so it just stays an unknown

because that would mean god is literally seeing people he knew for the most part in every way equal to him but now they are in heaven and stuck together like the old version of being married which could be just being married

again no one can actually tell god anything about that and that's one of the major ones not including the devil's deception

one of the major ideas no one can actually talk to god about

*quick flash to the anime*

I am a diamond and you are a ruby

that's why I thought you were his

LIKE A SLAVE

HE TREATED YOU GOOD

That's why I tried to kill you

but you couldn't

seeing her true form

and now we have a kid

none of them have balls

and they haven't had balls since about 5 years after I was born

it was god's turn and god made that a fact

and they all believe in god 100%

I know and he knows I get to give him his balls back

once god finally gets his turn

not from killing god which does give him his ball back too

but it isn't the right way

and he have done it before and that's the very reason they all believe in god 100% without a shadow of a doubt

because it never works without god

not for long anyways

but there has to be people that don't need to kill god or wait for god

oh yeah definitely

they live on the other side of the planet or they are supremacists

we're normal people or in this conversation "normal aliens" 

god dies every time he simply goes to sleep for rest

the timeline plays out and everyone gets to start over from where god went to sleep when god wakes up

that's why they seem so advanced and most do make it to the end and go to heaven and are living multidimensional lives and it is more like a throw away existence here

but that's the illusion so many get trapped in

if you never made it to the end to save and never did that a million times with a god

you'll never make it there anyways

that's why it is all about making a healthy living a healthy life and living decent until your demise

usually it is all about helping god and getting god or for some people jesus christ if they believe god is jesus christ to the end save spot

because god did so much for everyone day 1

but then they think jesus christ as something different

and god as something different

and it is all about the distance between where god sits and the end save spot to live in heaven knowingly having multidimensional lives

always wanting it to be further away because that's called having money extra money a lot of it

god was adamant if he got there it would be better for everyone

but with the multidimensional lives and ideas they know for a fact undisputably it will not be better for them in any way shape or form if god gets there

because at the end of the day they have saved and they for the most part do absolutely nothing and have near infinite money

leads us to two paths

the people dying for money

and god's dying for his people which could be looked at as dying for money or weakness leading to complete denial and resentment

and

"they were not playing with you god"

which translates to 1: people killing god in a world we lived in before

and 2: god has an actual issue a missing piece of code in his very being where he literally cannot see the save spot and the riches

and explaining how god needed that help just puts salt in the wound for so many people

and again we are always told john and betty did not need to be that selfish with their money

your dad is your dad and he can raise you however he wants and we know he is making the right decision

long story from this point about how john and bettys selfishness killed the entire family we call a consort and they would of killed god with their deaf and blind behavior but god knew to fight for what was right 

you're having 10 a day that's too much you can't keep doing this to your body

a few is fine for you

they didn't show him how to work

I guess I could of packed my stuff up and let them live their normal happy lives but he saved me from going to the women's and children's shelter

now betty that was just cruel making your sister's grandson work for you to get money for his medicine

I could never accept it I always just played it off shaking my head but I knew I was possessed by the devil and I didn't know who the devil was I thought I could be it but so many people were fighting to be it

that's how the elites have their fun

can you imagine having over 100,000 in the bank and complaining about a $30 meal

money does that to people