Realistically:

I'll probably will never buy another vehicle

I'll probably live where I'm at until I die(another 30-40+ years)

I probably will not have a kid or get married

If the hotel ever closes or stops the letting me go and rehiring me I probably won't get another job

Where I am at and how I live is probably pretty much permanent for the rest of my life I like how it is I wouldn't mind living the 30-40+ years exactly like I do now minus supervision of course

Once my mom passes I'll have no one not a single soul no friends no family nothing I don't know how to make real friends at 30 years old

28 more years to go until I qualify for Meals for the Elderly

All I am waiting for is to get on Meals for the Elderly