I miss 11

not enough to pay for it

but I do miss it

and I honestly do not think I get my money's worth if I'm not smoking or drinking

sorry to interrupt the train of thought

dakota is a girlfriend of mine in my inner thoughts

she just told me to wack it once in a while to her that it makes everything better

she's the typical blonde teenage girl who is actually like 33 but stuck in a 13 year old body

she lives in a dream as to say not in our idea of the real world

she's cool she has a lake house with boat and all that

her vehicle is a tahoe

she loves her mom her dad is great

they let her do anything you want

she could get a pizza any time of the day she wanted, that type of money

anyways back to what I was talking about

oh and I do like dakota more than logan even though they are pretty much the same besides logan grew up and dakota will always stay perfect not to say logan isn't perfect she just doesn't like in that dream dakota lives in

she was always at soccer or baseball games she could be a cheerleader any day of the week but cheerleading wasn't cool back then

this is like 1999-2005 and cheerleading didn't get cool until around 2016

I miss ff11

I miss bard and beastmaster I miss bonecrafting

I don't miss coding much but I do miss releasing programs

I miss brainstorming ideas of new program additions

and I miss writing code I feel is valid and will get used

I'm still happy I actually got that C api.dll working in python that's one of my biggest accomplishments

can't justify paying the price to get the sub would rather save my money

all I have to do is buy an 18 pack and smoke a few grams

I would literally be locked in

solo ep seems like such a waste of time but if I'm a little tipsy and in the clouds I could ep all day every day

I would be writing programs

waiting 11+ hours for a group sober feeling like soloing is a waste of time is harsh

11+ hours with nothing to do for like 5 more days drinking and smoking sheeee that sounds fun

I don't even have any idea for new programs atm

I wanted to make an all in one tool like clipper or tako but it just wasn't the right time

I made the fish bot work and was very happy with that but the database got updated so I can't just download an old database and use that in my program
I would pretty much have to fish every fish in the game and write my own database and that's entirely too much work sober. drunk and high that sound like a ton of fun

maybe in a few months i'll want to pay the sub and just stand around