I'm happy making $1,400 a month but it upsets my dad more than anything I have ever done

He wants me to go work with him on the oil rig then get in the office and work on computers

but I have to go to dallas and his big thing for why I should want to take the job is because they'll fly me all over the nation and i'll get a company truck to drive

I'll be making $20,000 a month I have no idea what I would actually be doing he makes it seem all easy but I can't imagine it would actually be easy to pull that much cash

duh I want more money and that's enough money to buy everything I have ever wanted

the house the cars the sea do the cheerleader daughter and perfect wife

I just don't get excited or want to do it at all

they'll pay for my college I get the truck I get to fly all over the place and live in Houston

But I have to stay clean no drinking no smoking

to get all the money to get that list of things above

and I really don't want to make money from doing work that I can't smoke or drink while doing

I'm already kinda past having the cheerleader daughter and perfect wife

I just want to keep taking the trash out making enough money

and being able to smoke and drink all day

I hate not being able to do what my dad wants me to do

I love doing exactly what my dad asks of me

but here lately he's asking for things I just can't do

have a kid and work on the oil rig

100% bottom line I don't want to work too hard ever in my life

I have never liked work

mowing taking the trashing cleaning the pool fixing a tv here and there picking up trash

that's all stuff I am completely comfortable with doing all day long

I'm completely over prejudice when it comes to kids

if they're overweight if they're not the skin color I want

if they don't want to do the activities and things I want

if they have a bad attitude or an attitude I don't approve of

even things like if they were afraid to eat certain foods

it's not like a lose it and take it out on the wife or the kid

it's like I'm heartbroken things are not exactly how I plan

if they come out as a boy

if they're overweight

if they don't eat how I eat

if they have the add or adhd type attitude

I'm not the type of person that could have a kid and just be happy

they better change themselves at 5 and tie their shoes at 5

people having kids now that are 10 and still don't wipe themselves or tie their shoes

it is just so many ways to lose

I want them to be literally perfect or my heart breaks

I make enough money to live happy alone

if I made that much more money I could tip thousands and thousands of dollars on stripchat

and basically get to pay for good shows

which is definitely something I am interested in

but I can't smoke or drink so it's like i'm on probation the entire time I work

obviously I want to work like 5 months pull 100k keep living in apartments and spend 50k+ on strippers

that sounds like more fun than what I could do just working my normal job

UNLESS you add in smoking weed and drinking beer

then I'm not sure which would be more fun

spending 50k+ on strippers sober or spending a few k on strippers but getting to smoke and drink

even in the next year i'll probably drop like 1k to stripchat just to have when I do get off probation