I miss her

I should download tiktok and watch her latests

Logan

Logan why did you block me on instagram
I just told you good luck at your cheer competition like 10 years ago

and I still have to live with that every single day

You have your rl bf and I respect that

but the cyber we had which was completely nonconsensual even though I was a college kid living at the top of college hills and you were in grade school still living in a mansion in the woodlands

we talked every single minute of the day in my head while I was tripping on acid and smoking enough weed to knock out a small horse

and I know you felt what I felt because you told me

I love you logan schwank and I don't want any problems which is why I go away for months at a time and let you have your family

and while I'll probably never see you in real life

and we were close enough on my end you could basically one on one with my family and friends to completely shatter my existence

I still feel an unconditional level of love for you 

you showed me and taught me things no one can ever do for me ever again

we were like a pretzel in the pretzel warmer

I'm here guy and he's her man

And if I know anything about how Instagram relationships work after my 11 years of extensive research they never break up they just eventually get fat and married then the account gets deleted 

Which is why I have downloaded every single one of her Tiktoks and Instagrams and it's like over 15,000 pictures and videos

Eventually when it all goes down

I'm going to get completely fried and start a relationship with her pictures and videos I've saved them go to heaven and we'll be together forever with houses and kids and vacations like it used to be

Now for the conversation 

Shouldn't have to wait 2 years to talk to me if you bought me

Are you happier high or sober

High

You seem happier high

Baby

We tried to smoke like that and all I could do is think about you so we stopped

I just lost your number

I want your baby