Work is starting to get hectic 

My job isn’t difficult 

But my mom just acts like I don’t want to do it when I always do it

Now she’s putting priorities on thing when there never was priorities before

Just making stuff up

I clean the pool I do the bins, housekeeper trash, and pick up the parking lot, I fix tvs, i mow, i use a blower on the sidewalks

Mowing is the hardest part and during 96+ degrees f temp it’s nearly impossible 

So I get to work early and mow before it gets too hot

She’s telling me trash is number one priority completely ignoring the deadly heat and she just made up priorities 

All the housekeepers are quitting

We have a 15 room reservation on Monday

And the two managers will be here early on Monday

I can’t get in the tight places I need to because our weed eater is broken

One manager told me to take money out the register and go get it fixed I don’t feel confident but I could but I don’t want to

I’m hiding in a room right now I’ve been working for 3 hours

About to do pool, blowing sidewalk, and parking lot trash

I wish my mom wasn’t the first one to pull everyone down when things get hard

I’m ready to go home and lay down with Salem 

I miss just working 2 days a week

I have no idea how it’s going to be with the new maintenance man working

If we’re going to work together or if I’ll go back to 2 days a week

No clue

The $150 a check vs $300 a check is pretty big

But it’s so hard working 5+ hours every single day of the week

I just plan on saving my money like crazy

Saving it all for months at a time

I don’t want to pay court costs until I get 2k

So I’ll have like 1.3k when I do pay it all left over

I miss Logan I dream about her she’s the only one I can see myself with I love her 

I’m worried about sb5 but I have faith

I just want to buy pounds and pounds and pounds of thca

Well I’ve been on break for 15 mins

Time to get back to work