when you love someone so much and want to be around them all day

you're both young and enjoying life

everything comes easy and everything is amazing

then ya'll get older

and you are going out of your way to try to see them more

and it feels like they don't even try or try to change themselves to be around you in fact they get worse

and you deal with them getting worse by being more lenient

and you bend and bend and bend until eventually you snap and break

and even after breaking

ya'll find a way to get closer than you had been in years

and it's like it was back in the day

then she dies

then you move out and move on

and you remember her and you can go see her when you can

but you never forget all the things she taught you

and it's fun remembering the things and it's like it was meant to be

finding people like that getting to know them whatever you did to deserve them

it's so religious

even if neither of you ever set food in a church together

it's a literal blessing