In our reality

It seems like if nothing happens there's a push

Like once all is done

Wham

Like the boat at the carnival 

Eventually it stops rocking and just sits

But the instant you move to get off

It starts rocking again

Throwing you back down and forcing you to sit back in the boat seat

Like we can go far in our dreams or whatever

But eventually it's going to stop and we're going to try to get off the ride

But that's right when the ride starts up again

We're a little upset but just do what we've always done get up brush ourselves off and sit back down

And this same scenario keeps playing out

Where it's keeping us going

But it's even explaining itself as it goes differently 

And each explanation is entirely different 

Explaining what is happening from life itself

It starts off like inside a volcano 

Then the volcano loses its heat and everything is stagnant and cools

Then you try to exit

And the mere thought of action after the exit

Turns a section of inside the volcano 

To a pendulum 

Then it's like watching a clock that starts at 6 and goes back and forth from 6 to 3 to 9 then 6 to 3 to 9

Like the boat at the carnival 

Then eventually you do so many of the cools to resprings

Even you catch onto the game

Then your jolted awake

And it's not bad you're happy to be awake

And you enjoy being awake

But you could just as easily go back to sleep

And keep having the exact same cooling trying to get off and restarting of a new event