Drew a warm bath
Smoked a cig
Made a pot of coffee
Turned on Michael Branch on Pandora
Got out on my couch with the ac blasting
I've got food in my fridge
And 20$ to make it 6 days until I get paid
But I got everything I need and the girls have two full bags of food
This whole charge thing
There's three options
Reinstate probation
Dismissal
Or
2 years prison
And I'm pretty sure it's going to be prison
The biggest issue is losing the apartment and not getting to see my girls(Cali and Salem )
But I've come to grips with that and I'm okay with it
I think prison is usually a good thing and it would be nice to say I went and got it done
Obviously dismissal due to lack of evidence is the best
Or probation since I'm 100% off of marijuana
But I'm not counting on either of those
Posting this laying on my couch under the ac
Drinking coffee
I have KFC and ribs in my refrigerator
I have hot Cheetos and noodles to snack on
Plus a lot of other stuff like rice and fish
It's so overwhelming worrying if I'm going to go to prison
My 30s have been absolute complete shit lol
It's like every step is
Oh I didn't know that okay I'll deal with it even though it's the most difficult thing I've ever had to do
So with all that in mind I'm dropping the I did it for self defense to get away that I've been with the entire time and changing it to
I did it to just be mean
I wanted to draw blood and watch the old man drop for enjoyment
I didn't but it does make me feel better than being completely ignored and stepped on
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