20 months without marijuana

a year and a half 

without being able to fully depend on marijuana for any little thing that upset me or because I got sick

I've smoked a few times that's what got my probation revoked before I got back on my injection

it feels so freaking weird to not want to smoke at all when it's so good for me

I smoke cigarettes and I like cigarettes more than I liked marijuana

it's cheaper and easier to get

so many times i've able to just grab another cigarette and smoke

where if I was smoking marijuana I know I would be out and have to deal with that

just waiting to get back on probation and be able to actually do it without smoking marijuana

I have literally no pull to smoke marijuana and I get offered a few times a month and it's so easy to say no

I smoked for any little thing that went wrong

now it's just a cigarette and they do the same thing lol

much unhealthier but they allow it so that's okay I guess

such a long time waiting to get back on probation to get it all over with

I'm excepting 3 years but it could be a year or two years

just have to keep doing good not smoking marijuana

I feel like such a fake sell out having this attitude like marijuana is not what saved my life and it is something bad

but that's how the judicial system works lol

can't wait to smoke a gravity bong hit in my apartment with all this punishment out of my way

never thought getting in one little fight could retard my life by 6 years