I just wanted to let it be known

Old age, mental illness 

Whatever the both of us have that doesn't let us be friends anymore

He did teach me a lot

And he was a good friend and grandpa 

I know people see me defending myself but I do have a mental illness and it's a fairly serious one

I don't think he's sitting on the couch talking to me with a walkie talkie in my head

But I 100% feel like it in the moment until I squash it

He's good and he has a good side too

He stays busy and things upset him when they don't work out as planned

Who doesn't that upset

He let me have more fun than most can stand and that's because he is cool

Now I'm sorry what I say can be taken and used against the both of us

I don't have an in house councilor I can speak to and posting on my websites is how I vent

Thank you

-dakotah, upbeat