I find it pretty unbelievable that the only thing I actually spend money on is cigarettes lol

rent internet phone supervision and court yeah but I don't even count that stuff

I would have to buy ice trash bags and toilet paper but I can get that from the hotel

laundry but my mom is happy to help me by doing that for me at her house

120+120+100

340 is what I get at the end of the month

and that is an entire pound

18 months I could have over 18 pounds

obviously I don't need or really want that much

so I'll start to buy exotic weed and nice things rosin press bongs shoes clothes

I want to buy a pound

then I want to pay off court costs

then I want to buy a couple more pounds

then I want to buy all my devices and what not

then I want to buy clothes and shoes

then I just want to save money and buy more nice stuff

I owe 950 to court and I can spend 340 a month

that's 3 months lol

this year and a half I have left of being on supervision

really gives me a chance to buy every little thing I need

I'd love to have a smoking channel on youtube where I review strains and make a corner in my apartment for videos with a light box to show the strains

I find it all so exhilarating and exciting

it makes me not want to smoke and do good so I can have so much fun when I get done

and yeah half a year is a pretty long time but it won't feel like it was a long time

I've been out of jail for almost two years now lol

I started probation january 2024 I was supposed to be done january 2026 I got revoked and had to start all over it started May 2025 I have until around May 2027

so the way I look at it is I started in January 2024 and I get done May 2027 I got my charge July 2023

so July 2023 to May 2027 that's 4 years total and I'm already 2 year in to a 4 year supervision

I mean it isn't really like that honestly i'm 3 month in to a 2 year supervision

but honestly counting it from the time I got my charge to the time I finish shows i'm already 50% done with it

same with community service I had 60 hours and I did them all I now have 120 hours and I have 40 hours left

so 40 hours left out of 120 or 40 hours left out of 180

I started out owing 2,800 but I already paid 1,600 on my first time

so 2,000 left out of 2,800 or 2,000 left out of 4,400 lol

not to mention paying to bond out on a $30,000 bond TWICE

and all the money spent on commissary

i've spent around $8,300 and I owe around $2,000 that's like 3/4 75% of the way done

Duration: July 2023 to May 2027 I'm 50% done

cs hours: 40 left out of 180 that's like 75% done

fees: 2,000 left on 10,000 total that's like 80% of the way done

if I look at it like i'm 3 months in a 24 month supervision it's a little daunting

if I look at it like i'm 2 years into a 4 year supervision it gets a little easier

idk why

same with 40 hours out of 120 or 40 hours out of 180

and 2,000 out of 2,800 or 2,000 out of 10,000

gonna get it down to just owing 900 in no time and I can't pay that ahead of time, max 180 every 3 months so I probably will pay the 180 and just wait the few months to pay 180 again

gives me so much time to get everything set up ready and nice

I could probably even get on video the first time I smoke good in 4 years lol

that's some stuff I want to get on video and share lol

whelp that's enough of that for now

time to watch some youtube and think about cleaning which I will get around to doing later tonight

website is all over the place right now. don't really think it is going to get better anytime soon

welcome to my website lol I try to keep it clean and leave posts up a few days nothing on the front page is what I want it to be as far as body posts but that'll get fixed eventually