I can't speak for other states or countries/nations

but for texas anyways

there's almost no reason to ever have a physical altercation

it isn't worth it in most cases

I would put it at 97%-99% not worth it

if you've been bullied and worked by the person for 15+ 20+ years and you ask nicely and they make fun of you when you ask and there's no reason 

if the issue is them wasting your time/money and they seem to have infinite money

getting you to work then not paying

being disrespectful when you can't make it

and it is a family member living in your house that always seems to get superiority then waste your time and make life hell

not like a wife or girlfriend not like a fight because your dogs fought not like chasing someone down because they left trash out

something deep something that literally causes you mental discomfort to the fullest

a cheating boyfriend or girlfriend isn't it

I say 97%-99% because you may want to go to jail and prison to have shelter and food if you would be starving homeless

I got in a fight it's taken 4 years away from me being able to smoke weed I've had to pay $8,000 and I still owe $2,000 to the state of texas i've had to do 140 hours of community service I still have 40 hours to go i've had to go to narcotics anonymous meetings for 6 weeks several times a week I had to do 130 days in jail I had to show up on time to court several days I had to get a public defender lawyer I had to take an anger management class I am still doing I can't smoke or drink I can't be outside out of my front yard past 9pm

all that is rough

but that man bothered and hurt me so bad it is all 100% worth it

I can't imagine a better situation outcome

we can't speak or be around each other

I finally got away from my abuser

just be cautious because if you do get in a fight or knock someone out

you'll never be able to show or talk your way out of it

what charge you get is the charge you'll have to do the work to be free again

I've never not felt free during the process besides not being able to drink or smoke

in jail if you have an issue no one is going to listen to you

I made earplugs out of toilet paper and a piece of paper got stuck in my ear I had to make tweezers out of a pencil and get the clog out of my ear with blood all over the place

they turn the tv all the way up in a cinderblock room with the sound bouncing and echoing off the wall and it gets so loud it reaches the point you absolutely know if you don't do something you are going to lose your hearing

in one of my cells m2 D it got so loud I would put in ear plugs I made with toilet paper and soap in my ears then wrap all my clothes 3+ pairs of socks, thermal shirt and pants, orange shirt and orange pants every piece of clothes I had my white blanket my fleece blanket LITERALLY EVERYTHING and it was just enough to not hear all the noise

It looked like one of those massive turbans you see sometimes

breakfast was so bad

I don't know how they do it but you can eat all night long then wake up it's breakfast call you're ready to eat then something to do how long the co waits to hand out the food or for the food to be ready to hand out or no when you're all eating if your trays but the one guy can make his food last like 4 or 5 times longer and he's watch you eat you taking normal bites him taking normal bites but you finish in like 2 mins and he can eat for like 20 mins and for some reason it feels like he is eating your food while never touching your food and it just pisses you off to no end

I had to start saving food and putting it under my bedding then right when breakfast call sounded I would eat the food before I even opened my eyes just to not be starving by the time the food actually got handed out

terrible

still, worth it

glad I went

basically punishment is so bad

nothing illegal is worth doing

I'm happy I did what I did because I was in a terrible situation with no way out besides doing what I did

and having to do the punishment is basically just john's last hoorah his last time eating my ass

once I get done in less than 2 years and I can drink and smoke and play ff11 

I'll literally be in a better place with no more john

I couldn't imagine another day but if I just let it go it would of happened or I would of got beat into submission over the decades

I would still be being beat into submission 2 years later and it would keep going and he wouldn't die because he thrived off of it I probably would of died before him

then him trying to solve issues when he is the issue like taking everything away and wanting more work done to make things better

what a dickhead lol

I'm glad I did what I did I'm glad I got away when I did

less than 2 years and all of his burdens will be off my back and i'll truly be free for the first time maybe ever

10:54 still haven't taken a shower

I think i'll do that now