Another night up at work 

Slow tonight 

Can't wait to get home and cuddle with Salem 

Breathing at night has got a little wheezy 

And throwing sneezing fits

I took some off brand Mucinex and the wheezing went down a lot I was able to sleep really good

Went to the courthouse they told me this next court date is to appoint an attorney 

Then they'll reschedule for the actual court date

So even more time until I can get off the cigarettes and back on the weed

When I get to work I make a big cup of coffee and I'm set

Driving around in the van listening to the rock station smoking cigs and drinking coffee 

I love working at night by myself

But I love being at home with my girls even more

I have food but I'm out of money

Church gives away plates for free but it's not much food and I'm usually asleep when they do it

Get paid on Wednesday so going to have to spend change on noodles if I want fresh food lol

And this my last pack of smokes I'm going to be rolling my smokes which I do have tobacco and papers so that's okay

Ff11 i had a really really bad crafting session so now I'm trying to recover. I want to sell my brd gear then make gil and buy it back but I don't want to be a homo brd without the things I'm going to sell >.< 

I have 24m and I have about 70m in things I can sell

I don't think I can rebuild to 100m with 24m easily 

I have a growing list of things I need gil for

R15 guttler and I want to buy the lvl 30-40 master level

R15 is like 120m 30-40 is 100m

Going to start working on the 10k job points for carnwenhan r15 and also going to start farming the roe nms

I want to get the mentor license 

So rn it's saving up gil for one of those three things

If I don't pay for guttler and I don't buy the 30-40

I should get the 120m around the time I finish the 10k job points for carn lol

I could sell all my stuff craft a aug orb +1 or two and be at 220m then pay for r15 and 30-40

I'm saving seals to spam up in arms

I want another kraken club

Buuuut I want the 1b more I would definitely pay to take bst 30-50 and be done with bst master levels

Basically my main goal is getting bst to master level 50 asap

It's 28 and it has slowed down drastically 

My best solo is about 10k ep an hour and a decent party is about 40k ep an hour

Thinking I'm just going to do my best with crafting to make 100m bst is 28 so party up to 30 then pay for 30-40

last I checked 40-50 was 300m same price as a relic

But I honestly don't think that's too much to ask for I find it very reasonable 

I can make 100m in about a month or two with good luck

So 300m is about 6 or 7 months maybe a little longer maybe less

Whistles 25m Aug orb +1 50m mousai 12-15m

It's just crafting them and not losing all my gil in the process

I've ran out of cashmere and everyone is able to kill vrtra now so it's never up

Voodoo doesn't sell

And everything else is under 1m

So I know where I'm at on it

If I sell my brd stuff and I'm at 94m then I make 6m I could pay for 30-40 in less than a week

Then I'll be broke and have to start over from nothing but I think I'm actually okay with that

I think I'm going to do that

Then it's making the 300m to pay for 40-50

Then I can be done and it won't be a dagger over my head to get a job to move 50 already 

Have a sam friend that basically bots all day doing shoha shoha light shoha shoha light shoha shoha light and they've been doing it for weeks and still not mlvl 50

Taking the game one day at a time always remember to keep gil in yhe positive doing everything extra to make gil

Im going to have a lot of extra time

I have a set in stone work schedule that's not very heavy

I want mlvl 50 bst

I want it that bad at least

Go out choco dig get 15-20 hmp a day 5m a week go out get the 1.5m or whatever a week from roe do ambu get all the items to sell do odyssey make the gil and sell the hides

It's not difficult 

There's several scrolls that sell for 200k-2m

Can also have a pirate's chart day Mkris going for 7m

I honestly feel like if I really tried i could make enough gil to buy a kraken club in around a year so I'm just going to keep that attitude and get BST done

I'm tired of not wanting to do it

That's your 2/15/2025 update on Dakotah beau walraven and FFXI Odin upbeat 

-upbeat