about to write a post about the whole story again and it's going to be the one I use for my next court date

first doing another write up on relic weapons

claustrum melee blm meh when I already have drepanum

spharai last

mandau could be cool

rag meh not interested much would be good for war

bruv really like the ws animation but already have chango

gung I like this one but it's not as good as shining one so ehhh

kikoku again I like this and I have no good katanas for nin but still again meh

mjollnir melee whm could be fun

this is a longterm vendetta

he has picked on me since I was five

I have the mental illness schizofrania

he started a mental fight

he wanted to kick me out of the house he never said he would do that but it got worse by the day

his jobs up to three times a week would take so long to get to from him wasting time on the couch I would run out of my medicine before every job being one of the most conservating on marijuana my self ___ on medicine

my grandma passed and she's the one that help us happy it's been 3 years today

That day when we both sat down in front of each other he wanted me gone but he would interrupt the process of moving out he was going to make it impossible to move out and he wasn't going to stop 

25 years of going through this when I realized he wasn't going to change and he's only going to get unreasonably harder I couldn't take it 

from calling me the shit eating kid with the shit eating grin

i've been told to say it was a personal long term vendetta

when he called me in the living room

and we both had the exact same thing on our minds

something needs to change

but his version of change always got worse always a big new change

my version of change was not pee as loud not spit as loud not curse as loud when I am working

this is exactly when I knew he wouldn't change in any of the ways I was asking him to and I was just playing his game at that point

I decided to take a leap of faith that what I was doing would be considered self-defense knowing I would be locked up again perfectly fine until he went on another tyrant

knowing he would do one of his mind games and keep playing until I lost my mind again and he would get to tell me something needs to change?