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Sunday, January 5, 2025

  it's been about two months smoking tobacco

heavy for me

about a pack every 3 days aprox 10-15 cigs a day

I smoke packs and I also roll my own tobacco

I'm so ready to be done with it lol

I see no way I could make it through the day without smoking tobacco
but I know when I get off probation i'll stop depending on it for every little thing

I'm smoking as soon as I wake up before I get out of bed
I'm smoking last thing I do before I go to sleep
I smoke every time I get lulled in the day
I smoke at community service
I smoke hourly at work

and that's all fine but i'm so ready to quit
I just have this overwhelming stress that never goes away

it's like every time I smoke i've been 15 years sober from smoking and i'm turning on that path

I've got 53 days, only two months and i'll be for the most part and basically 100% done
This first week off of tobacco back on marijuana is going to be so magical

I know the first day I get to smoke i'm having a party
I know in the days after during that first week

I'm going to take a huge gravity bong hit
then go out and cp on my jobs that need it
I know after I master all my jobs
I'll be smoking weed then getting exemplar on my bst

I'm so excited
I feel nothing can stop slow me down or get in my way
I am 100% excited to get back on the marijuana train like I was on for so long

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