at work

it's going slow

5:15am

here until 7am

then community service until 11am 

so excited to get community service done

just three more weeks if everything goes as planned

it's usually not this bad up here

I smoke just a choo choo train

1 an hour while i'm up here

only thing to make the time pass quicker

not much else going on

i've been reading ffxiah and everything is stuff I have read before

Fishing, Bonecraft, Chocobo digging, bst.    .    .    meh

watching diners drive-ins and dives top 30 on youtube

was watching 911 calls but I couldn't take the stress

less than 2 hours up here then 4 hours at community service

today it's not meals for the elderly because they are closed today thinking it'll be salvation army I was told to grab a broom and just walk around. I have no idea what it'll be or what we will be doing

yesterday I got a visit from my probation officer home visit but my phone died while I was asleep and I didn't see the text. I heard a knock but I thought it was at the neighbors had no idea she was coming so didn't even look out the door

gotta go in the probation office and talk to her for a min

she asked me to do a budget report for nov and dec which I finished today and that's ready to be turned in, going to try to turn it in today when I go in to tell her I didn't see the text because phone dead

I could go on monday and saturday but I don't want to get burned out and not want to go

so tuesday-friday for now. I'm getting it done

back to ffxi

I caught about 50 marlin yesterday so I'm planning on doing some pirates charts when I get back home, hopefully get myself a m.kris to sell that's an easy 6m

had some bad luck with it so any run now i'll get another

all my other things on ah not selling good at all

sold three mousai manteel +1s so I'm doing alright

my aurg orb +1 has been on ah for three weeks now

trying to raise the eremite's ring +1 price on odin to be around asura price but no one is buying into it

I've got enough orbs to do one more bcnm40

at this moment in time

I don't really want to build any weapons I'm not interested in any gear I don't want to cp on any jobs

basically I'm at the point now I want nothing

I got all my bc guild items which means I can start working on fishing apron

always wanted that body but was always working on bonecraft guildpoints

so with all that in mind I'm just making gil

trying to save up 300m so I can make another mythic really quick

5:28am

I'm doing all I know to make more gil

it's just really slow with the odin AH nothing sells too quick

I find bcnm40 to be the best gil out of anything else

phalanx utsu ni pcc all that sells pretty good

nothing I can synth or fish sells good

hmp from chocobo digging sells good after I tried so hard to make rieurturbo perfect I'm burnt on chocobo digging. Even with crafter to automatically dig for me I'm still just not feeling it

I'm honestly getting tired of ffxi again I don't want to make the game feel like a job

I don't want to do anything in game that feels like work or a job

I only do things that are fun to me whatever that is

5:37am

dynamis jeuno is good for gil farming sparkling stones and 100 pieces making giant pulls on thf

tbh though 100% I cannot stand getting locked in place from large pulls

and the threat of dying on a pull from not being able to target something in front of me

drives me absolutely insane

that's why I don't do it more

it feels like a job but it makes enough for it to feel like that

it's just having to target something exactly in front of you when everything is behind you or you have to use meds or 2 hour or whatever

I can only do it so often

5:42am

digging in jungle for 15 mins 120k

fishing for about 5 hours crafting fish to rings npcing rings 400k

farming dynamis 2 hour making about 1mil

farming roe sparks on a 2 hander to buy shields about 500k an hour

bcnm40 around 500k a run up to 2mil

30 min escu crafting session around 30mil if have mats and get just two hqs

m.kris not worth mentioning

lik gugs matsya all take too long for what you get

eremites ring +1 not worth it at the moment

thinking adl would be a good farm

I could 119 ag all my relics left to do if I could get in the groove of doing adl

5:55am

6:01am

one hour to go then i'm at community service

6:11am

6:20

I got nothing to add

posting this and i'll post again when I get back home

-upbeat, dakotah beau walraven