my fees start in may they'll get paid today

may(1) june(2) july(3) august(4) september(5)

by september

i'll have court costs paid(may400 june650)

i'll have all the money for probation saved(july650 august650 september650)[I talk about this later in the post]

i'll be done with community service(may june july)

i'll be done with anger management(may june july)

all that's left at that point

is paying each time I need to which i'll already have the money saved by the end of september(can pay 3 months ahead)

and showing up to each visit once a month

when I get it down to just needing to show up

then i'll be so excited but actually see a light at the end of the tunnel

even if the light goes on for 19 months lol

after september when I have all my money for the remainder of the program

I can finally start spending my own money on myself

like a steamdeck for example

being on disability drawing ssi I can't have more than 2k to my name

so I have to spend that

if I have 1950 in september

i'll need to spend the money on something and reup the next month

obviously it would go towards a steamdeck

considering I just have to make a 61$ payment each month for 24 months 19 months after september

and I make a little over 650 to spend

there's going to be a few points I have to spend my money

on gadgets and food and such

at 650 a month saving for 3 months put me dangerously close to having too much money

I can't believe i'm saying this

but

if I do get to keep my job

in a year from now

I see myself living the best life I have ever lived

and 2 years from now it's going to be something out of a dream