civilians care

the military doesn't care

unless you've paid for the military

which no one can do even if you're in the military

but people do it

then that gets you out of trouble and you're in the real military

and everyone else in the military is just playing

ruthless believes in the military usually care and get it pretty good but they can't do anything illegal or they tell on themselves

people that don't care at all probably get it the best they get it all and they can do illegal things

I didn't pay the military so they're after me

yes pay the military

I only joined the military to get your head

I don't even get head is that because you paid for it via the military

if I did get it(what I got in the past) wasn't even good at all

but that could explain a lot given the time to think about it which i'm not

don't like boys

don't like girls only doing it to get something

never had it good besides when the ghosts do it it's good and that's about as common as a ghost rearranging an attic

I see no reason

the globe has been settled for hundreds of thousands of years

and it seems like a soap opera drama

obviously head is only for people that work in the oil fields and use people

no one makes money any other way

enough to find someone hurting so bad they can give good head and it doesn't feel like they are just doing it to get something anyways

we don't give him any he's no in on the joke so he's just like "f you then" and leaves

you're a pervert and you use little boys

i'm not his dad and his dad didn't raise him

damn he did good then

that's what i'm saying

I must be that hard to understand

you really are

basically everything you say has a first reason then about 10 things that could be your reason then the reason we think you want to project then you just pick one of the other 10+ reasons and avoid the one we went with

that's not talking to him

that's talking to the voices in my head

it's a good exercise to banish the voices

he hasn't talked to me

i'm not talking to him

but his voice plays in my head from what i've previously said

so I answer myself

it's hard to tell him he has autism now

well that's how I would do it(make everything better)

and that's why he fought so hard and you let her go so easily(janet)

he's not a kid anymore

you don't get to make everything better by doing whatever magic you did to him

he just didn't want to work for money he's worked for money for 30 years it's no big deal