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Sunday, May 11, 2025

probation tomorrow

so ready to go and get it done


they never added my fee for the month so that's something I have to tell my officer


gotta do minimum 3 community service a month

but I could do 12 a month

I need 36 total

Just doing the 3 a month then maybe knock out some extra


officer said I need to bring birth certificate but moms not looking for it so meh


got it easy this next week

next monday I start my anger management


paying, showing up, community service, drug tests

is about all there is to it


I get time served that allows me to get finished early by completing things

I'm just interested in seeing how many days I can get off

I think it's like 50

I have so long to go lol basically 2 years

at least i'm okay with not drinking or smoking now






Saturday, May 10, 2025

Bread
Bologna
Black olives 
Head of lettuce 
Tomato
Mayonnaise 

Mayonnaise on both pieces of bread
Bread
Bologna on bottom
Sliced tomato in middle
Lettuce with olives scattered inside
Top bread

Hot Cheetos 
Soda 
I want to know more about the lord
what I don't understand is how does he go from being so "bad" then gets crucified then is resurrected and is good 
my step mom my dad logan they all use jesus for strength i've never understood it good enough I've always felt like I was missing something to want to look up to him instead of god Logan used to put god #1 then she switched to jesus and my dad goes as far as to call jesus his god

walk on water
    he was poor and always asked for beer at the drinking spot
turn water to wine
    the beer drinkers got tired of him asking for beer and he learned to make his own but it still wasn't as good as what the people with money were drinking
abuse mary and try to impregnate her
    marijuana reference which he could not afford then to abusing his "Mother" by asking repeatedly to have sex with her having occasional sex due to not being able to afford marijuana to see better


when his beatings began for abusing mary and stealing beer
he claimed to see god and that he was god
well I claim to see got and I claim to be god but i'm not stealing beer or abusing women because I don't have enough money to smoke weed

then he gets crucified that's when everyone in the town and surrounding towns are lashing and dealing damage because of him claiming to see and be god from being beat from stealing and abuse

to the point he dies and is buried then dug up

this is where it gets weird and ufos show up
then he turns to a holy spirit

but where in that does he gain so much power
that such a large portion put him over everything as their lord and savior or the real god

I mean is it just because he got crucified
I've always felt that was destine to happen it could of been anyone

and with a deeper believe in god it was everyone

is crucifixion such a bold act it can get you worshipped by such a large population even if everyone believed you did deserve that punishment in that time

why when someone says I was in the hospital for a week and even the doctor told me the only way I survived was my believe in the lord
or someone does so good in their life because they believe the lord is god 

could even go further back to jesus watching with god and all the eastern higher ups
or that you are a resurrection of jesus not god which is why you have to work not just get
you had to play by the rules and work and exercise but breaking any rule is grounds for a death sentence
from the day it starts as young as 4 or 5 years old

I just wish I understood that one section a little better

Friday, May 9, 2025

So I went to community service this morning
And
My dad showed up to community service

I went to meals for the elderly 
He mowed
So we didn't work together 

But he asked if I needed a ride home
I said yes
Then in the vehicle he asked if I wanted to get something to eat

The two of us went to a steakhouse 
I ordered a 16oz
Felt so good eating it
The salad the chips and hot sauce 
The fries the coca cola
It was so good
I love my dad

I worked on my new code from 11-4
Then from 4:30-7
Then from around 12:20-4:00

I can list processes and select a process
I can bring a pid to the front
I can find pol.exe pid in several different ways

My issue is finding a way to define or store the pid from one of the methods
To then bring to the front

Obviously pol.exe pid changes every launch

In a dream world I would pick the police.exe from a list of all running .exes
Store the pid by defining it
Then use the definition to run code that brings to front

Why is this important when I already know how to do this(since crafter already does it)

Mostly for redundancy 
To learn more ways to do the same thing

I haven't done hardly any work on getting the API.dll working
C++ c# .net and converted to Python 
It's all too overwhelming 

I'm thinking the first thing I need is to attach to an instance
Then I need to find a way to run functions from the dll

Ctypes gives me error after error on the two lines below

    mylib.my_function.argtypes = [ctypes.c_int, ctypes.c_char_p]
    mylib.my_function.restype = ctypes.c_int

That's where ctypes hits a brick wall

My function is supposed to be a function from the API.dll

The dll needs to be loaded and available to use for functions 
The pol.exe needs to be attached 
The code to runs the functions needs to work

I just don't know

First things first
The .dll needs to be loaded
The .exe needs to be attached
The functions code needs to make sense
The output when running the functions needs to be in the code

And honestly that's about it
It's just wrapping that all together
To get the results

Something as simple as pressing a button in a .exe to display the current time in the .exe

Or an exe that can tell which fish you have on the line

I got sending input to FFXI that was pretty easy
Now I want to read data from FFXI and display in a GUI

It'll happen eventually if I keep at it like this
I don't really have anything else that keeps me as focused
It's fun
It's not a bad way to spend my time