probation tomorrow

so ready to go and get it done

they never added my fee for the month so that's something I have to tell my officer

gotta do minimum 3 community service a month

but I could do 12 a month

I need 36 total

Just doing the 3 a month then maybe knock out some extra

officer said I need to bring birth certificate but moms not looking for it so meh

got it easy this next week

next monday I start my anger management

paying, showing up, community service, drug tests

is about all there is to it

I get time served that allows me to get finished early by completing things

I'm just interested in seeing how many days I can get off

I think it's like 50

I have so long to go lol basically 2 years

at least i'm okay with not drinking or smoking now

Bread

Bologna

Black olives 

Head of lettuce 

Tomato

Mayonnaise 

Mayonnaise on both pieces of bread

Bread

Bologna on bottom

Sliced tomato in middle

Lettuce with olives scattered inside

Top bread

Hot Cheetos 

Soda 

I want to know more about the lord

what I don't understand is how does he go from being so "bad" then gets crucified then is resurrected and is good 

my step mom my dad logan they all use jesus for strength i've never understood it good enough I've always felt like I was missing something to want to look up to him instead of god Logan used to put god #1 then she switched to jesus and my dad goes as far as to call jesus his god

walk on water

    he was poor and always asked for beer at the drinking spot

turn water to wine

    the beer drinkers got tired of him asking for beer and he learned to make his own but it still wasn't as good as what the people with money were drinking

abuse mary and try to impregnate her

    marijuana reference which he could not afford then to abusing his "Mother" by asking repeatedly to have sex with her having occasional sex due to not being able to afford marijuana to see better

when his beatings began for abusing mary and stealing beer

he claimed to see god and that he was god

well I claim to see got and I claim to be god but i'm not stealing beer or abusing women because I don't have enough money to smoke weed

then he gets crucified that's when everyone in the town and surrounding towns are lashing and dealing damage because of him claiming to see and be god from being beat from stealing and abuse

to the point he dies and is buried then dug up

this is where it gets weird and ufos show up

then he turns to a holy spirit

but where in that does he gain so much power

that such a large portion put him over everything as their lord and savior or the real god

I mean is it just because he got crucified

I've always felt that was destine to happen it could of been anyone

and with a deeper believe in god it was everyone

is crucifixion such a bold act it can get you worshipped by such a large population even if everyone believed you did deserve that punishment in that time

why when someone says I was in the hospital for a week and even the doctor told me the only way I survived was my believe in the lord

or someone does so good in their life because they believe the lord is god 

could even go further back to jesus watching with god and all the eastern higher ups

or that you are a resurrection of jesus not god which is why you have to work not just get

you had to play by the rules and work and exercise but breaking any rule is grounds for a death sentence

from the day it starts as young as 4 or 5 years old

I just wish I understood that one section a little better

So I went to community service this morning

And

My dad showed up to community service

I went to meals for the elderly 

He mowed

So we didn't work together 

But he asked if I needed a ride home

I said yes

Then in the vehicle he asked if I wanted to get something to eat

The two of us went to a steakhouse 

I ordered a 16oz

Felt so good eating it

The salad the chips and hot sauce 

The fries the coca cola

It was so good

I love my dad

I worked on my new code from 11-4

Then from 4:30-7

Then from around 12:20-4:00

I can list processes and select a process

I can bring a pid to the front

I can find pol.exe pid in several different ways

My issue is finding a way to define or store the pid from one of the methods

To then bring to the front

Obviously pol.exe pid changes every launch

In a dream world I would pick the police.exe from a list of all running .exes

Store the pid by defining it

Then use the definition to run code that brings to front

Why is this important when I already know how to do this(since crafter already does it)

Mostly for redundancy 

To learn more ways to do the same thing

I haven't done hardly any work on getting the API.dll working

C++ c# .net and converted to Python 

It's all too overwhelming 

I'm thinking the first thing I need is to attach to an instance

Then I need to find a way to run functions from the dll

Ctypes gives me error after error on the two lines below

    mylib.my_function.argtypes = [ctypes.c_int, ctypes.c_char_p]

    mylib.my_function.restype = ctypes.c_int

That's where ctypes hits a brick wall

My function is supposed to be a function from the API.dll

The dll needs to be loaded and available to use for functions 

The pol.exe needs to be attached 

The code to runs the functions needs to work

I just don't know

First things first

The .dll needs to be loaded

The .exe needs to be attached

The functions code needs to make sense

The output when running the functions needs to be in the code

And honestly that's about it

It's just wrapping that all together

To get the results

Something as simple as pressing a button in a .exe to display the current time in the .exe

Or an exe that can tell which fish you have on the line

I got sending input to FFXI that was pretty easy

Now I want to read data from FFXI and display in a GUI

It'll happen eventually if I keep at it like this

I don't really have anything else that keeps me as focused

It's fun

It's not a bad way to spend my time