Crafter First Official Release !

1. the windower plugin InfoBar is required for navigation

you need to make the background of infobar completely black

this is done by either downloading the file I have attached or doing the edit yourself

Open the data folder inside the Infobar folder located inside the window addons folder

make a small edit to a line inside settings <alpha></alpha>

it needs to be <alpha>255</alpha>

or just download this and switch the settings file out

https://drive.google.com/file/d/14YnwHfvxTzmzIb6EvejFj0IOxBDS6aop/view?usp=sharing

remember this file goes inside data and replaces the settings

2. GM flag while fishing causes a weird effect that looks like you keep casting your rod

you can still catch and release fish like normal

I would just not use gm flag while fishing

I don't think there's anything to it, just a strange visual bug

3. brd functionality was removed to have a earlier than expect release

brd functionality could be added in later releases

I just felt it would be a lot of work and I want to get this out asap

4. Navigation works using ocr, ocr is a little unpredictable in the sense it needs the screen to be a set size

I haven't got around to doing the tests on different screen sizes

my screen size is 1920x1200 and I play full screen

I have a gut feeling if you do not play full screen 1920x1200 navigation will not work

now I do have plans to remedy this

what it is looking like is i'll have to add the option to set your own region

then you have to manually set the region

it would be a pain but it may be necessary to get it working properly

this first release is basically only if you use 1920x1200 which I understand is probably not the majority

I'm going to run some tests before release

5. Product keys. You will need a product key to use this program. I am not selling the product keys because tos of some of the code I am using does not allow me to sell my program but I can accept donations. 

I am however still using product keys. this is so if I ever need to "break" the program, make it so it doesn't work for anyone ever I have the ability to do that. for instance if I do a big update and rewrite or add things.

Product keys will be given away for free on my website most likely on a dedicated page.

When using the product key it does store a machine's mac address. you should only need to put the product key one single time and the program should always open fine after that initial entry.

6. There is many things that could get you banned in this program: speed hack, no clip, digging hack, navigation, fish bot. those are the big ones

I am not responsible if you get your hard work taken away

maybe make a new account or just don't use the tools irresponsibly.

I make the tools to be used, I myself do not use them much but I do use what I write

possibly use on a local private server

upbeat is not responsible if you get your account banned

7. Window Retail or Ashita should all work.

to make use of the api your launcher needs to be named pol.exe

some buttons will work on retail

windower gets all the cool stuff

ashita has had no testing done, but should work

8. 1. extract the .exe

all the rar contains is the exe everything needed is packed in it

2. run as administrator

3. in the drop down menu of the program find your pol.exe

if you run multiple pol.exe's just remember the PID that shows up and make sure you pick the PID you want

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trying to get this released right around the time we hit 100,000 views

last I checked we were at 99,300 so I don't have much time to do the final touches

longest part at this moment is going to be making the product keys

if you just want to download it to look at it, go for it

if you want to use it, go for it

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link to download:

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1bEk55v7Iqm_U0yNxlg3G6xM-hxbM0tZM/view?usp=sharing

Product keys:

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product key page: https://www.upbe4t.com/p/crafter-product-keys.html

 What I worked my butt off on today:

from searching every thread on elitemmo forum to searching a million terms on elitemmo discord to searching all over google.

I eventually found a method to get my player position in a program, which was the main thing hauling the process.

I utilized something called OCR or Optical Character Recognition. I use infobar to grab my coordinates with windower api then I use OCR to view that section of my game screen which directly gets added to my program with that data I can control waypoints allowing me to build .txt paths which I also added functions too, here is an example of a path script:

Basically what this new code will allow is complex navigation anywhere you could imagine automating any nav or building a character builder, chocobo nav which could be paired with an auto digger, ferry boarding automation, even as far as a pirates chart automation. It opens the doors to many rooms.

Very glad to get this code found out and be able to execute it.

Today was a win.

-upbeat

Bard gearsets & macros

TP:

Weapon skill 1:

Fast cast:

Song Duration:

Macros(ctrl 10):

Macros(alt 10):

Macros(ctrl 1)

Macros(alt 1):

tp ws fc and duration song set is pretty self explanatory

the way my macros work will need a little deeper explanation in the way they are wrote

the biggest thing is the honor march macro

equips marsyas then <stpt> to cast honor march

then you switch back to ghorn for the next 3-4 songs

ideally you want honor march + 3/4 minuets but that doesn't always happen if you are not getting haste II you'll need 2 march + 2/3 minuets

my macro placement allow for a nice flow in gameplay

the gear allows for only casting once every 12 mins so nitro is always up

quick write up just to get something up, i'll expand this in the future.

 

All time website page views 

latest program updates

woohooo

I have a few more things I want to add

Small stuff like automatically set bazaar prices

I need to do honestly a lot more testing before release

The issue now is if I do keep adding stuff

Where the heck am I going to put it all so it fits lol

It already takes up the whole screen

Getting navigation all ironed out so it works smooth while digging is a major point I’ll be working on in the next few days

I plan on making a few path.txt for use

I’d like to add a fishing bot but since I don’t have the time to write a 10,000 line database and I’m not quite sure how to automate something to write it for me

It’ll probably have a whitelist you can add the ids you want to catch

Then just casting and having the fish on the hook gives you the ids

This could be another window to save space

I’ve worked a long time on getting the gm flag to work properly and with almost no data on it since it comes from mostly pay to use programs even after days of coding I’m no further than the day I started

I’m very confident in my ability to code

Things that I had no idea how or even if it was possible to accomplish a year ago

I can do with ease now

I’ll be looking at some other 11 programs on YouTube to get ideas

Some of them do so much it looks like they used ancient ai or magic to get to work

Obviously we need something better for fishing in this release

Cast catch release is nice if you still want mostly vanilla just the ease of having buttons

But a bot is something that I would like to add

Having a small issue where when I load my path then press dig

It doesn’t press enter after the initial dig

This should be a pretty simple fix it’s probably a timing thing

Even then it probably won’t be too difficult 

It’s just that it’s 4:30am and I have to be at work at 11am

At best 6 hours of sleep but maybe I’ll be able to get off early

11-8 sounds rough maybe I’ll go home at like 5

I need to keep my hours regular since it conflicts with my ssi

Want to spend a week maybe two weeks tops just to do more testing

The release version is probably going to look a lot like this

Unless I do a complete rewrite again

With the code nearly reaching 1,000 lines I doubt a rewrite will happen

947 lines at this moment 

After I add the fishing stuff it’ll definitely be over 1k

Rewrites are difficult with this many lines because any small change can break everything 

It’s 1,000 lines where everything has to make since and it’s one thing reference another thing referencing another thing used in 3 different things tied to a button that uses 3 other things

It all gets very complicated 

You guys know I always share my code and everything I write is free

I would love to release my code before the actual program release 

I’m sure you all will understand I’ve worked very hard on this code

It’s the product of years of hard work

As much as I would love and do want to share it prerelease or even post release

I want to keep this hidden just for me for now anyways

Maybe in time if I do a full rewrite I’ll share this code eventually 

Thank you every who visits upbe4t.com

We’re going to hit 100,000 views soon

Such a big accomplishment for a little website ran by one ff11 player

100,000 views for a website based on a 23 year old game haha

Seriously thank you everyone it makes me so happy

I’ll definitely be posting more soon

-upbeat

 

Got home ate my pizza and wings

did some more tinkering with my code

here's what we got now:

The always on top button really makes this a lot easier to use

Not exactly sure when the release of this version will happen

probably not tonight I have to be at work earlier than normal tomorrow but I could also get off earlier

so maybe tomorrow maybe in a few days

this most likely will be the next release

I have a few other things I may want to add just have to wait and see

going to add dig buttons for each digging rank

I know a few chocobo diggers out there one specifically that posts on youtube

has no issues using plugins and addons and windower so he is overtly using third party programs

he digs on like 6 different characters daily

and I want to suggest or at least offer my work to him

because he is still hitting a macro each time he digs and that's like thousands of times daily lol

so he could just download my little program and click on dig one time then walk around and finish a lot easier

I mean if he publicly is using third party addons programs launchers why wouldn't he want to use my program unless he has something weird against it

probably going to add the code from random suggestion app to this

more dig buttons

the problem with a fish bot is fish have several IDs that's how to tell which fish is which without using a name and each rod has different IDs for each fish

and it isn't like 120 different IDs it's like 12,000 different IDs I would have to add to a database

it honestly is too much work

and I would like a small navigation feature for ferries or digging but that is panning out to be more work than I anticipated

not because I don't know how I have a pretty good idea but just getting it done is hard for me i'll likely do some testing tonight and start working on it seriously soon

anyways this is where I am at give me a few days maybe a week 2 weeks tops we will have a new release

-upbeat

Taking a break rq to go get some food

This is where we're at:

works on retail windower or ashita really any launcher

clip works speed works

need to work out some stuff with dig and fish but it's just small things from combining the code

I want to add the T buttons and crystal name button back just going to take some time

Did a complete rewrite to crafters code

It now works with windower

I also changed the process drop down list to only show pol.exe instances

Not sure when or if I’ll post this anytime soon

Definitely leaps and bounds for the code though

Maybe I’ll share a screenshot later tonight

Working on combining all the code to one program

What I am trying to figure out now is walking to a set position or making a loop

This will be useful for ferry fishing and chocoholic digging

Getting the code improved like this took much less time than I expected 

Recently I subbed to ff11

my main objective was to get all the gear for brd and bst switched out of wardrobe 3-8 and put in wardrobe 1-2 or in my inv which I did successfully

my next task to do is just get some exp get my name out there that i'm back from my break and I want to have a larger list of names i'm comfortable with /telling if I can join their party

getting in a party on any job isn't too bad now in 2025 but bst and brd have it pretty good I can almost always be a strong player with my brd and my bst has almost perfect gear if I'm closing a sc I can do a lot of damage bst/war

I haven't done much work on coding anything for several months. during the free to play campaign I did some upgrades to speed that have no been released I just don't feel it is enough for a full update.

besides exping I want to do some digging crafting fishing pirates chart but I am sitting at about 30m with about 150m in sellables if I want to sell my brd equipment which I do not want to do that but I don't plan on buying anything and I don't feel I need to make gil

so priority number one is gaining exp on both brd and bst

I say it all the time I haven't liked any new content since Delve, I didn't like delve, and before delve the latest content was abyssea lol which I did like abyssea

I got asked in LS chat "If you haven't liked any new content since delve why do you even play"

but you've got Delve Omen Odyssea Sortie and now Limbus which I haven't tried

but I can't stand Delve omen odyssea or sortie I actually don't like it to the point of hatred

I've been pretty firm in believing the director could not give me something I actually wanted

It seems like when something gets solved or something gets to the point of being easily exploited it is removed and never readded

Like it's been 15 years since hnms before abyssea I don't really expect them to come back

the lot system doesn't get used at all now I don't expect that to come back

camping nms for gil is completely removed not expecting that to return

but I took a good 3 month break I'm ready for some exp

but how much longer can it be before a crafting update or a chocobo digging update even a fishing update

the last big crafting update was shields and that was 2018 the last big digging update was the pants or the chocobo suit and that was years and years ago the last big fishing update was ebisu+1/lu shang+1 or even the matsya zaldon update for shaper's shawl  this stuff happened so long ago I think we are overdue for some updates

It's hard to want to craft because even though I have 30m I could do a few synths and lose it all and be at zero gil or I could do good and end up around 80m but risking the 30m to maybe get 80m isn't worth it to me I'd rather just stay at the 30m

Time spent vs reward, a sense of accomplishment, the feeling of spending time wisely

if I fish for 2 hours then do 4 pirates charts and get nothing I wasted about 4 hours

if I dig for 6 hours and end up making 500k that's less than 100k an hour I would be better of just not doing it and staying at 30m lol

but that's my sober thinking and I am pretty dull sober

when I can indulge in the finer things in life I would be happy as can be making 100k an hour it would be an absolute treat. just 12-18 months to go !

I plan on getting everything ready for when I can indulge

the website, ffxi, my apartment, my money, gil, everything I possibly can for a smooth transition into no longer being sober having everything taken care of and actually putting time in ffxi upbe4t.com and youtube once again

to answer the question "If you haven't liked any new content since delve why do you even play"

there is so much that I do like

I like doing low lvl bcnms solo just for fun without even caring about drops

I love doing pirates chart

I like digging fishing crafting

I like exping

seeing that hq animation on a craft

streaming and having viewers and people commenting

writing whatever code i'm working on for my website

while it has been over 10 years since new content has been good for me there's so much other content I truly enjoy all the way

Nothing is changing quickly

But I do have plans for several changes over the next 12-18 months

no point in listing all my changes over all I want to make everything a more streamline experience

trim the fat have an easy to manage new posts system etc

It is going to be slow

I don't have the time to sit down and change things for hours and hours since I work

everything is going to work out

I keep telling myself 12-18 months it'll be here before I know it, it's already September 14th lol

if you want to see more personal blog posts check out nothing to see here upbeatffxi.blogspot.com that's where all my posts about my life go

thank you for reading if you made it this far it is much appreciated

-upbeat

got the new code working properly

clipper added to speeder

the code isn't completely finished I still need to change a few things like add an icon and window title

definitely felt the rust after taking a 2+ month break

glad for the free to play campaign I needed to do some practice

should be done soon

for now I need to go to sleep so I can wake up and go to work

once I finish up at work i'll come straight home and get to work

what this does is just add a no clip to speeder

so the normal speed boosts plus you can walk through walls

so far in my testing it works fine

already getting more ideas for things to add

-upbeat

I want to release a new program or release a new version of a program

I'm thinking I want to release my code for no clip

I could either add a no clip program or add the code to speeder

not sure which but most likely very soon I'll add something with no clip

maybe i'll release some of my test codes I wrote while learning and developing

if you have any interest in ffxi programs or code for programs check back the website will have some new stuff soon

-upbeat

12:24 AM 8/30/2025

logged in to 11 because f2p campaign is active

downloaded a fresh install of Speeder from Upbe4t.com to test if it was working

can confirm as of  12:24 AM 8/30/2025 Speeder is working as intended

Between upbe4t.com and upbeatffxi.blogspot.com (nothing to see here)

We’re up to 90,514 views

So cool guys

Almost 100,000 views

10% to 1 million views

And it’s just getting easier and easier to get those views 

Always wanted a website with some real views and it’s actually happening

Sorry for the delay on actual content

Just been busy with life and everything 

Setting everything in place to get solid posts coming out

I don’t play 11 anymore and I have a lot of resentment for everything in 11

I definitely plan on playing again and enjoying it eventually 

It’s just not that time right now

This is mainly a ffxi ff11 11 final fantasy xi final fantasy 11 website

And I plan on keeping it that way

Drafting irrelevant posts

Adding more set in stone quality ffxi content

Always looking to upgrade the layout

Now that I have more time off work hopefully we get this stuff done

Thank you readers of upbe4t.com

-upbeat

 Why is it so hard to find girls like 2012-2019 Karolyn Day or 2016-2020 Logan Schwank

Both woodlands girls both on we both generals

I really know what I like

Karolyne had that little bit raspy woodlands voice she was so sooo funny in her early videos goofy funny

Logan had the high energy fun videos and she streamed often

Both very outgoing fun to watch

It’s like

They don’t make them how they used to

And if you look at their new content it is absolutely NOTHING like it was which does make sense that’s when they were like 12-18 and they’re 20 25 now

Going to college changes everything 

Karolyne just got married

I honestly think Logan and Issac broke up because she doesn’t post him at all anymore which obviously I don’t know for a fact they broke up but I think it would be a good thing

He seemed super nice but well I don’t want to say anything bad about the guy

Tall skinny people that are super nice seem like a candidate to have negative sides behind closed doors but I could be completely wrong

Anyways she doesn’t post him at all anymore and hasn’t in several weeks

LOGAN !! I WANT TO FOREVER MARRY YOU I WANT OUR  CARRIAGE

 Can I talk about my stor(me in anger management)

I do take responsibility for what I did and why I’m in this class

I do know what I could of done to avoid it, I had money I could of moved out I just didn’t think it would be possible for me

Well my grandma passed away in 2022 and all this happened in 2023 she always kept everyone happy even when another would upset them

I remember the day I went to jail we were having a meeting in the living room about something needs to change

And I was adamantly asking for the changes I wanted

Him to pee outside him to spit in a napkin 

I didn’t mind the cursing and yelling at the tv

But the 20 min long pees when my room was next to the restroom he claimed he could pee so long because he had an iron stomach 

He would spit all throughout the day as loud as possible it felt like and it would cause me to cringe 

I knew the walking away and I knew the letting it go

But if I walked away or let it go he would just be right there spitting peeing having another meeting and avoiding all the changes I asked and instantly wanting more work done

Work he always said he would pay for but would never pay

I called non emergency 911 over 8 times

They couldn’t do anything if he wasn’t going to be violent physically 

They couldn’t get him out of the house

No one ever even suggested I move out

I talked to every single medical person councilor shrink therapist psychiatrist nurse doctor you name it and it was always about feeling abused belittled betrayed neglected all of it

I usually start out by saying my grandpa picked on me from a very young age he was a big racist to blacks Mexicans and several other groups of people

I’m half Mexican so that always hurt

He always talked about my mom and sister saying they ate everything and were fatasses and he ate anything you left in the refrigerator too I had to buy my own mini fridge to keep my food away from him 

I knocked him out and I have to admit it felt good it felt better than losing my virginity which I waited daily for that to happen for about 14 years

I feel like my punishment is light 

I was offered 4 years in prison

I got 3 years on probation 

I’ve finished half way on the three years

I did 130 days in jail

I’ve finished all my community service 

My anger management has one my class

I’ve paid 9,000 out of $10,000

I have no violations so far

I hear you saying everyone must feel stupid for what they did to end up here and this is a good place to be if you got in and there’s much worse

I’m happy with what I did

I got away and I got orders to not talk to him or be around him

That’s what I wanted the entire time

And if we do it again the charge will be much worse

I don’t ever plan on living with anyone for the rest of my life

And I highly highly highly doubt I’ll live with anyone old man I have to love while not even liking but I have to do everything like I love them while they’re mentally working me and physically working me with no pay

If my life replayed I probably would do it again a few more times

Until eventually I just started moving out before I did it

Obviously I wouldn’t do it a second time in this life

But I’m not upset or feel stupid for doing it

It saved my life

I was a happy person I did good I had money

He was driving me to be stupid doing things like attempting suicide

As a happy person

And I’ll own up to that I just wanted to get away from him

He always had money but he couldn’t help the family for shit 

But if he wanted something he would get it that day

I would use all my weed waiting to get to a job that wouldn’t pay then when I would ask for money to get that weed back legally from a store he would talk to me like I was a drug addict

It just gets me that for weeks probably months the sit down talk was about what needed to change

And I was so damn infuriated that I was literally spelling out what needed to be changed

Pee outside not by my room

Spit in a napkin not as loud as you can in the trash

That’s when I snapped

Because it was like it was some unsolvable math problem to him and I’m literally telling him every chance I get what I want

And he just goes completely oblivious and thinks I need to change not him

The person that knows their not perfect and takes responsibility and maybe it’s not them

But you get someone that literally claims they are perfect 

And that just hurts right at the get go

But then you forgive too many times

And it’s just a weight on your mind body soul mentally and physically 

You can’t just keep forgiving and walk away you can’t just keep doing time outs

Eventually you just break

Like anything holding more weight than what the thing is rated to hold

I didn’t think I could move out on my own

I could have

I knocked out an old man

And I got everything I wanted

Community service done

1 more anger management 

$9,000 out of $10,000 paid

25 months done with 14-20 months to go

I’m not ashamed I don’t feel stupid I don’t feel like a criminal 

I feel the society I live in is so flawed that some elderly can get away with anything because they’ve learnt and all the workers are half their age

And no one actually cares if there’s no way physical violence 

But I feel the court knows him and how bad he is and I got it very easy and light like a slap on the wrist not the book 

He was a top rank Freemason and didn’t have to work a normal job and had a wife that did all the cooking and cleaning and besides just sitting at work shooting the shit or at home yelling at the tv cursing or getting the wife all in a fit

He would drink and drive every single day

He would throw fits if something he was moving got stuck and would just pout

And I always felt above the law

I smoked weed I would drink and drive I would sell drugs I would buy drugs

And I never had any run ins with the law

But at the same time it always felt like the law or cops wouldn’t ever do anything 

He was always so sure what he was doing wasn’t going to get him in trouble

As long as he didn’t hit me or hurt me physically he could get away with anything 

And that took its toll on me

making plans to update and upgrade the website

have some other higher priority things I need to take care of first(cleaning apartment, work, etc)

I have a lot more time now that I'm done with community service so I want to spend that time cleaning and upgrading the website

when I can set some time I have a small list of things I want to accomplish

adding more content to jobs pages

removing majority of posts not ffxi related

adding more value to posts that do get kept

buying a domain for upbeatffxi.blogspot.com (nothing to see here)

getting ads on upbe4t.com

definitely still planning on upgrading and updating all my ff11 programs and apps not being subbed really makes it hard to develop for programs since I can't test any of it

haven't really been feeling creative as far as programming goes so just going to leave that alone until I actually want to develop

I occasionally search to see what other developers are making as far as ff11 goes and most is stuff I either don't care much to write or already have wrote or is so well developed I don't think I could write something similar and on top of that most ff11 apps or programs are like 10+ years old and there's almost no dedicated websites for ff11 development in 2025 I have one discord that focuses on ff11 development and almost no one posts in it maybe once every 3 or 4+ months

I want to write a guide to use eliteapi.dll even knowing almost no one will use it and there's really not much you can do with it

was a fun challenge for me to learn to write with it

we've tried many things on the website to see what works and what doesn't work

I was honestly surprised I hosted my minecraft server for years and never got a single visitor

music on the site doesn't work well

pokemon go doesn't work well

logan and willow pages do decent but that's not ff11 related so it's going out on a limb to add that

cooking recipes didn't do well

youtube and twitch video streams was pretty cool but I don't stream anymore

with 11 years of experience hosting this website

strictly ff11 content does the best

which for a 23 year old video game there is not a lot I can think of to actually post

the game is slowing down the content is very limited

and it all comes down to wanting to get better wanting to improve wanting to get the most out of your time not wanting feel like you're at a job or wasting time

where usually doing nothing and being bored is better than working too hard and feeling like you're at a job or wasting time

if I do pirates chart 50 times and get 1 mkris or if I go chocobo digging for month and end up making only 10m or if I craft +1s and it takes 4 months to sell 3 pieces of gear

no one does ballista which would be very good to post ballista gets a lot of audience retainment but no one does it lol 

I'm thinking about making a thread on ffxiah to post the website and ask for website upgrade advice

I really enjoy my time doing nothing just scrolling on youtube maybe watching 1 video every 10 pages of scrolling then looking at something on my phone

it isn't productive but it's about my favorite thing to do during this section of life

eventually I do something actually productive but it takes a lot of doing nothing to finally get there lol

 

That's just crazy guys 5.7k views in one day

50,000 views ! ! !

Woooooooo Nice guys !

50,000 views for the website !

I don't have anything planned for it no big ideas

just glad to see we're reaching big numbers

50,000 one day 500,000 the next

then we'll be at 1,000,000

1,000,000 website views is a real long-term goal of mine

won't get there overnight need solid content that brings people back

and 1,000,000 views on a website about ff11 a 23 year old game is a little out there

50,000 is really good proud of you guys for viewing

we're making relationships here

no one ever leaves comments and the whole site is really quiet as far as other people go

but we do have people that look every day and people that come back pretty often

very cool very good

thank you everyone for viewing upbe4t.com

I said I wouldn't do it but I wanted to

  cali gets bud because they get to see our sun cross the ocean and rise

and watching it come up so glorious each day is so beautiful

it's like watching a bird or a good exorcism

it's such a strong emotion experience

even your boss or grandma or mom or dad would hand you a pipe and say smoke this ganja

some other states get it too besides cali

but cali gets it the most

and states like texas don't get it at all really

it's not smoking because your sick and need to feel better for pain or cancer or an appetite or sleep

it's smoking because it is so beautiful you go in straight awe and if you smoke you can fully allow the beauty to commence

it's like your doing nothing wrong but your on god you have all the money your life and everyone life is so perfect it is like you are the one and only star and starts to get hella trippy

so everyone passes even if you don't have any

just to get off that complete bliss 

it's sorta like heaven or you could call it the complete opposite of hell

we don't get to see the sun actually rise and many other states don't get that either

like seeing a girl in a barn that rises each day the most beautiful girl ever and she dies every night but you don't want it to be all about you so you can smoke and the play just plays out how it should

without you being a tyrant or feeling like a complete god

and that's why some people smoke the only reason why some people smoke

and that's usually your people that smoke all day everyday they just feel that

if it isn't for sickness or pain

they honestly think it is a little weird that medical marijuana is the way the nation has decided to make it okay

I mean giving it to the people that are hurting or sick is fine nothing wrong with that

but shouldn't thc be for the healthy people that can experience what I am referring to

not sick people that need it to live a normal life

people that get stuck on god in heavens as the one and only star just to have a normal

Like being in the shower and it not being tears of an angel that's weeping from pain or sorrow but tears of joy from an angel realizing they are an angel and the one they want to notice them is noticing them and everything is working out perfect better than perfect completely divine

New tut coming soon

 Been awake 24 hours

Worked twice

Did a complete website rebuild

Did a lot of brainstorming about a new domain

Worked on my domain for several hours getting a proper upbe4t link to upbeatffxi.blogspot

b.upbe4t.com or upbe4t.com/blog but you can’t use www.

Anyways

I plan on writing a guide to using eliteapi.dll in python 

I’ve got about all I’m going to get out of it and I may as well share what I’ve found

It could be tomorrow maybe a few days maybe weeks

But I do have that planned to go up at some point

Website broke Almost 100% back

Website is just about back to how it was

some stuff like title size and some colors are a little off

I'll fix that when I get some time

Just glad to have it working for the most part again lol

It took a lot of testing and editing code then eventually just resetting and upgrading

I finally got it fixed

just a word of advice if you do ever use blogger to host your site if you use the blogger picture style theme and delete the main body post widget gadget thing there's just about no way to actually get it back

you have to downgrade then upgrade then move and change everything back to how you want it

Website broke

Broke the website

Staying up until it's fixed or I pass out

 

My Personal Posts

upbeatffxi.blogspot.com

is now cleaned up and no longer 18+

if you want to read my daily posts that is where they will be located from now on

I cleaned up the main page

drafted all the posts

starting clean

plan on staying clean with my posts sometimes I get a little out of line but there's always a major clean up directly afterwards you have to catch it in like 5 mins to see when I do post something edgy

thinking about buying a domain for that website but I'm right at the point I don't want to spend another $14 a year I can easily afford it but then again I don't really know if I can actually afford it lol

the domain it uses now isn't THAT long or bad and it is very clear who runs the site

Upbeatffxi .blogspot .com 

Upbeatffxi is easy to remember .blogspot is easy to remember and of course .com

I have no idea what I would make the domain then I would have to do all the set up to get it working which isn't that bad just the process of actually thinking of a domain lol

maybe I could even use Upbe4t.com and have another link to upbeatffxi.blogspot.com

I'll look into that

anyways thanks for reading and coming to the website

can't wait to make more posts for everyone to read

always wanting to make the website better for the usual viewers and the new viewers

 Just wanted to remind everyone I post all my updates on Upbeatffxi.blogspot.com

It is 18+ but I’m working on getting rid of all the 18+ content

And taking off the age restriction 

Just made a post about how good 2006 was and how it was the best time I can remember until I found Logan

And the Logan era is the best time I can remember in my entire life

I could make an entire wall about 2006

But I could make an entire coliseum about Logan

Website Changes

 Today I am making a change to upbe4t.com that has been needed for several years now.

 Currently not subbed to ff11 I am taking an extended break from the game to focus on work and other things going on with my life. Writing code has been a complete passion of mine and I definitely do plan on subbing again in the future to at the very least write more code. Constantly I am thinking of new things I can create or add to existing programs to get them more widely used and downloaded. Content updates and the direction changes of the game over the last decade really push me away from actually wanting to play.

 Playing ff11 I enjoy so much: crafting, chocobo digging, bst, brd, fishing, bcnms, pirates chart, master levels. At this point I just feel like nothing gives me what I am chasing, a sense of accomplishment, and the feeling of using my time wisely to improve. It has been a long time since I was a beginner; for the most part I feel like I am at the complete end of the game.

 Today I removed some content from Upbe4t.com. Plans to clean up the website, add more solid content, some drafted content, and new content as well. Content not related to what is shown on the website currently will still be posted, just not on Upbe4t.com. Random posts, posts about supervision, work, etc will now be on Upbeatffxi.blogspot.com. Upbeatffxi.blogspot.com is nsfw(not safe for work) and will always be nsfw. I highly suggest thinking twice before you enter that website.

 Long-term getting accepted for google ads is a goal I have wanted to accomplish for several year. We have had ads before; I removed them to switch adsense accounts and we did not get accepted again when I tried to make the switch. Adsense rules for getting accepted got stricter, however, I feel we can do it. Content needs to be original, have value, labeled with pictures, and links. We need about 30 solid posts meeting all the criteria. This post will definitely be removed I just want to let everyone know and be aware.

-upbeat

spent $5 on bitcoin years ago it made it to $40 today

youtube pinterest instagram thread everything was dead tonight

so I got on stripchat

found a ukrainian girl that looks just like logan

spent $20 of my $40 on tokens which got me 200

wanted to do a private show which showed at 90 tokens

turns out it is 90 tokens a minute with 10 mins minimum

so 900 tokens

but she is rated as one of the best private show girls on the website

now i've got to add buying tokens into my monthly expenses

I'm not going to spend my money on food or soda I have enough material things I have enough cigs I'm going to have like 20 pounds of weed by the end of the 2 years if it doesn't get made illegal

I'm spending a portion of what I make each month on tokens

I work 7 days a week I deserve it

just had the epiphany I'm all alone as in no one ever comes to my house no one ever spends the night for a few days or drives over every day to just be in company

I used to get that thought feeling idea a lot when I was younger 15-25

I always take it back to the womb or that I was a year younger than everyone else in school

I know people that always have their friends or people at their houses constantly

and to me it's like they are together and finding a way out together

I don't not like being alone but being alone so often occasionally makes me think why am I alone so much

is it because I'm not cool, interesting, a good person to be around

not a sob story but why do I not have people that want to get out together with me

why do I not have people that want to come over every day

is it because older people don't want to hang with younger people

is it because younger people don't want to hang with older people that are majority of the time alone

is the reason I don't have people that want to come over every day because I don't have people that have done that historically

like people that just get girlfriends frequently

what are they doing differently where they can break up and less than a week they find another girl

where people like myself have been single for 10 years

I don't use drugs I stay showed and clean I have plenty of money with everything paid I work I take care of business

of course some have a busy life and can't I understand that

you'd think I would find someone that would want to but nope

there's people at the hotel that have people come and go constantly all day and night

are they selling drugs or do people just gravitate to them

people walking in small groups to just go to the convenience store from the hotel

how do they enjoy each other company enough to even want to do that how did they meet was it 20 years ago in school and they just get along or are they both teaming up to fight their way out to get to a better place

I've had plenty of money beer weed lsd tons of food the latest console the nice pc the nice phone the clean clothes the nice shampoo and soap

still no one came over

I don't want to say i'm just not the type of person to make friends that come over daily or consistently at the least

but I don't lol

everyone I meet doesn't want to come over and watch tv or be glued to our phones

when I try to make a friend that would do that they ask me for money for gas or something like that

are people borrowing money then giving money away knowing they have nothing to have someone come over

when you get more money and work out of town do you get privilege to go to friends houses for days at a time when you are in town to drink and smoke

It's been something that comes up my entire life

I didn't pay attention until around 15 and it just happened a few mins ago reason I type this

I can think of every reason in the book for why people don't want to come over

and I can't think of a single way to make a friend that would want to come over

life long friends have kids and wife and no free time

jail friends just asking for money

family all have wife and working all day to start a family

again no problem with being alone for years at a time

but to pass the time quicker someone coming over to just be glued to our phones or watch tv or show each other videos

would be nice to speed up the time

because they started saying cuss words and all that adult stuff at night

no one wants to watch that

and if you started watching cn after they already had that I am sorry

cn early on was more family friendly that disney

then they ruined that entire imagine in like one night of adult swim

then they decided to make that the entire network

like i said if you watched before adult content you instantly refused to watch under any circumstances

if you watched after it started that's kinda what you would expect

for a long time it wasn't like that

 

 It’s such a good time to be a predator 

The girls want you to like and follow them

It only takes like 30 mins of praying a day

And like once a week you’re guaranteed to have a new target

Some more giving than others

But having like 700 1k 4k videos isn’t even uncommon in today’s standards 

Literally whatever your type is you can find girls that are basically begging for that silent stalker attention 

And if you do reach out and comment or dm they just ban you

It’s like the entire relationship is built on just liking what you really like and never saying a word

I’m a cheerleader guy first and foremost with gymnastics second and skinny girls that like to tan and wear bikinis or lake girls third

Braces are the number one thing I look for

Blue eyes blonde hair light skin or a nice tan

13-30 

The more criteria they meet the better

But I don’t mind dropping something like blue eyes or light skin if they for instance are a lake girl with braces and wear bikinis with brown eyes and a nice tan

Obviously top girls is light skin braces 13-16 lake girl cheerleader 

But if they meet any two of the like 7 criteria I instantly like them

The more check marks they get the more attached to them I am

Which is where we get girls like Logan and Willow

And even with them they want zero contact period but you can have notifications on like every post and pray be a predator as hard as possible silent stalker till your heart is content

And until I met Logan there was always better and more perfect girls

Logan basically puts all other girls to shame and has constantly for like 9 years

She’s the epitome of perfection 

If thca gets banned in Texas

I don’t think I’m enough of a criminal to actually buy illegal marijuana like I used to do lol

I used to just drive to my dealers place pick up two ounces and drive back to my house like nothing

It even felt like nothing

Literally so many things could go wrong 

Get pulled over have them smell marijuana do a search

Find the bud

And I’m back in jail and probably on probation for another 2+ years 

I’m not willing to risk that lol

I used to pick up 3 ounces a month drive to my dealers place pick it up drive home like nothing like I was going picking up peaches 

I never got caught I never got in trouble one time

Today I literally cannot fathom it lol

Sure you’ll make it 99 times out of 100 maybe 999 times out of 1000 but what if that one time happens

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee eee eee eeee I just cannot

If I can’t order thca legally to my door step I’m going to be utterly destroyed lol

2 years sober smoking legally since 2018

Of course I want to smoke all day every day bake in bake to the last hit before bed

But I’m freaking terrified of buying an ounce and driving home

Or even worse buying an ounce and walking home lol

My brother rest his soul would have pounds at several houses and sell to damn near 50+ people I personally opened the doors at the houses for it was so simple to see 50+ people a day buying weed and walking or driving home

Today July 27 2025 it almost seems as bad of an idea as meeting a 13 year old onlin driving to their house with lube condoms pizza and a 18 pack

Which is like a 100% you’re going to prison and it’s not like for just 6 months it’s like for 16 years and you die in prison 

I’m taking my list down

If thca remains legal I’m buying every single dollars worth I can for the next two years and I’m holding on to it all like it’s diamonds 

I don’t care if it drys out and gets old 4k on tools instead of quantity is stupid in this scenario 

 can you imagine if one person was arrested

and the government took the side of it being enough they need to make it all make sense

and we got what we wanted

because arrest is so difficult

being able to lay on the couch under your favorite blanket at the end of July in Texas inside an apartment with a weak ac

such a cherished moment

as a 32 year old man what gets me the most excited is knowing it's only like 80 days away until I can actually sleep with my blanket

and minor note being able to shower with hot water

i've only been able to shower with cold water for the past like 4 months because i'll just sweat for an hour and a half+ if I use any warm water then i'll stink like I didn't even take a shower

my apartment bakes like an oven by around 8pm it's hotter inside the apartment than it is outside so I open my windows

it is never this cool but it is 3am and I just got out of a shower

when you go without a good ac for so long

going to places with a good ac is like heaven you just want to bring your favorite blanket and keep ordering food all day long bring a laptop sit in a booth under the covers watch videos on your laptop keep ordering sandwiches I'm looking at you schlotzskys

https://www.threads.com/@whitneypannell/post/DMljTZPSuZC?xmt=AQF0h4VYZkveSesvAB6zVSoNvO4Pg0bnN4a3Cc0f8sNwwA 

How are people like 60 and still don’t know you have to lift the flap up

Like have you never needed to learn anything for yourself

How do you forget that every single time

How did you learn you need to put the car in drive and park

How do people like you exist 

I swear my grandma and everyone else would give me hell if I didn’t lift the flap for her to get the cart

It’s like damn

I feel it’s basically like wiping your own ass I shouldn’t need to turn around and walk 20 steps backwards to help you with something you forget every single time we come to Walmart and we come like once a week

And god forbid you throw a tiff and everyone around us gives me the evil eye for what not lifting the flap

I didn’t design the carts 

And why are you giving aggression because you refuse to learn how the carts work

And they try like 3 lines of carts and it’s the forth one you help and it’s the exact same as all the other three

Occasionally I’d stand there to see if she would remember what I did to free the cart all the times before and that was like the end of the world for not helping like she was stuck in some industrial machine too far away to hit the emergency turn off and I was just watching her arms get torn to shreds pulling and pushing on the basket like an unconscious baby

I didn’t know what I was doing was so wrong

You were publicly humiliating or killing someone that loved you the most

To him it’s having to help someone that just won’t learn

And to you it could be wanting his help or wanting to humiliate him for not helping

But for him it’s helping someone that refuses to use their brain and it does hurt

All too often it was having to belittle one’s self so another could stay in their childish rhythms of not wanting to use their brain or learn

And that’s not to say it went with both sides

One can only give with no take for so long

The waiting to finish every single time

The starting another game and needing to finish that one

The not wanting to learn

And that all gets taken care of by going above and beyond

Which gets squashed by just playing another game until you finished

While one doesn’t even get to start their game and another person in the house doesn’t let them start

So you start smoking weed as a game

Then you’re spending all your money just to smoke constantly

Then you’re playing more games to finish because he has to ask for money for more weed

And it’s all just so damn destructive 

A person can only be so giving and forgiving when everything cost emotional stability and simply being delayed directly costs money to the point you have to ask the one demanding to be given to and forgiven taking emotional stability no matter what and that’s the only person you can ask for money and money is the only thing that keeps the living environment together

It’s such a screwed up existence 

I’m so glad I live along with my cats and I don’t need to cater to anyone at all anymore

It’s so difficult with people that just want and want and want 

And there’s 4 of them

And she never had less than $2k

But she always made it just another deal to basically have to do prostitution for your grandma to get money from your grandma to enjoy like being pulled in every direction by the people in your house family members

And asking for money is like asking for the world

Even though they’re costing you multiple times that much by getting one over on you and sitting not taking action to actually get things done

It feels like having management in your own house

And all they want to do is sit and watch tv or play silly flash games

And you’re literally dying from making too little money when you should be rich as fuck and you just want to be in your spot

Then when it would be your time to love your family

And you would get to enjoy them

It’s exactly when it is their time to go to work

And by the time they get home they’re pissed about something at work

And you just get the pisses off venting and not wanting to do anything or the last thing they want to hear is asking for money

When they’re basically only working on the schedule you two used to go out and love each other

And they literally for the life of them cannot see it or refuse to admit it until the day they die

You knew exactly where you stood when you got paid for your job

then you can visually see them in your seat and them not getting paid because they don't do that like it keeps them young then they're going to work and leaving you to fend for yourself

and they fight to the goddamn death using all types of denial of service attacks even to the point of giving you seemingly stolen money to keep their job to live a little longer and keep you happy enough to not start killing others or yourself

But you DAMNWELL KNOW FOR A FACT they are in your seat where you can make money

and there's no way you can get that seat back with them still alive

then they die unexpectedly but they were already using you 3,000% to the core

and guess what someone else like a brother gets that seat leaving you with literally nothing after working your entire life in giving and forgiveness getting paid so the first person can keep living

and your brother in this instance nearly instantly dies

and you finally get your seat back

almost like a deathly pact or gang activity everyone that got high on you and got it so good for basically being a complete dictator and it returns to you and everyone you loved like that is dead but you can finally live a happy life without giving and forgiving every second of your life

like we did 2009-2012 then we got sent back to 2009 living in 2012 then we stayed in 2009 back stuck in 2009 and now it's still like we're in 2009 in 2009 I'm just glad we'll be like it's in 2012 in 2027 then we'll quickly catch up to 2027 in 2027 then we'll finally be up to speed by 2027 I'm just glad it's before 2030

I'd really like to get back with my wife and enjoy all her celebratory moments in the years after we finally catch up and aren't stuck in 2009

when I say 2009 I mean no medicine and no wife

when I had medicine and a wife 2016-2020 but it was still like 2012 in 2009

2009 is stuck in high school never using medicine never having a lot of money never having a wife

but being in 2016-2020 I knew I had a soulmate

but it was like getting sent back to not having money or medicine or a wife

knowing I had all that 

when i say 2012 I mean I got medicine and I had a little money

when I say finally leaving 2009 and 2012 to get back to 2027

I mean i'll actually have medicine money my soulmate wife all of that

like it was in 2016-2020 

2009 I was 16 I had a gf I had a little money I didn't have medicine yet

2012 I had medicine and money no wife

2016-2020 I had it all

but I've said what it felt like

2009 is just not having it all but having it good 2012 is having it a little better 2016-2020 is everything

but 2027 is going to be so much better than ever before

just glad i'll get it all back before 2030

I'm tired of waiting for all the things I worked so hard for

and to get taken away because I was being exploited or abused

and knowing if I didn't fight they would of killed me

and no one listening or being able to help

and just having to wait more time

It's been like 10 years of going without

another 2 isn't much

i'm sure everyone can understand how excited I am to actually get to enjoy the things i've worked so hard for

like having the mansion and the exotic sports car and the perfect wife and the kids and the money and everything

but having to live in jail because you fought the people imprisoning you who were planning on killing you

but the courts judge all that can't see anything more than you fought

definitely can't say you were fighting for your life

and you've already done 14 years in prison and you only have 2 more years in prison

until you literally get all of that stuff

it's just sitting in a save spot you made waiting for you

and there's no fear or worry about something happening to it because when you made the plans you knew they were going to last until the day you could finally get them back with 100% certainty