*6th edit added

*7th edit  cleared up some spelling errors 1:07pm

 talking to nephew

can't because you didn't clean your room(have dakotah's idea of a perfect girl)

yay I get to be the winner for once(dakotah get his perfect girls)

but you probably could

i'd let you do it(get perfect girls his age)

because I've already conformed with the system

just grab a pillow and that's her(how it is for all of us at this point, more beautiful, no mess)

even if I did use one of those(physical girl)

i'd hate myself AND go to PRISON FOR LIFE

and I still have to love this world(without physical girls)

and work another 90 years for this(without physical girls)

AND BE HAPPY ABOUT IT

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to add to post just for insurance purposes

the half mexicans really got a weak area

went to brthrs

nephew punched in balls

flicked on shoulder - since we don't speak same language at all

looked up at me

walked away

don't need to catch another injury charge(this happened in 2017(?) give or take a year, it's 2023, 2024 at the end of month)

for why he doesn't get to live in town anymore

we don't speak the same language

i'm having a good conversation

he runs up socks me in my gonads

i think for a split second, don't speak same language, don't want me to think i'm weak or stupid

don't want him to do it again

lightest *flick* on shoulder possible

looks up at me

hmm i get the point

walks away

no conversation

no yelling

100% understand

don't want his current situation

to rewind time to then

for an emergency escape, of him in his current situation

100% true 

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second add to story

born 2015 2016 ??

was already conformed by 2013

I had already been doing my pillow thing

for about 2-3 YEARS when he was born

they start early and can get big FAST

and we knew he was going to hit us with that

our girls we worked 25+ years for, while he is 5 years old

so we already had that silver bullet ready(being conformed going through basically torture and starvation + being beat and mistreated)

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4th edit

going to mediate this situation real quick

dad grandma nephew and I were all in living room

they may not of saw

may not of heard the correct story

working to get this out

ya'll know how child adult relationships go

try to teach don't speak same language

not much to say

going to smoke a bowl(swisher tobacco)

let god figure it out for me

i'll be back in 5

edit---

YOU WIN BROTHER

you are the baddest moth*********** in this whole entire town

saving that for my records yup yup    moving on

I mean i'd ask what would you do

but we handle it right there right on the scene

I can't be a sissy and just tell one of them later(his dad or grandma) or tell one of them at all

I HAVE TO HANDLE 

a 5/6 year old punching my ball sack because my 8 inch is down to -.5 inch and i'm all BAWLS at about 26

RIGHT THERE RIGHT THEN

*hmmmm* &*light innocent flick on shoulder* like a bugger on your arm or something at the 1am baseball games as a girl with your friends in the bleachers

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at least they are feeding me

i feed all my kids

not how step parents work

birth mom = birth mom = call mom

married to dad = step mom

then try to change that around

then rape allegations

then misidentifying

then trying to change texas laws

and change life long residence/birth location

sad they base the entire future on f******ing the baby brother

in any way shape or form

I hope you do feel offended by that brother

*pause* allow self to feel offended

feels nice being allowed to be offended with no ridicule

well if they give him the money they say he has about once every 3 weeks

about every 3 weeks

they say dakotah hit it big

his ssi check could be a professional computer programmer check

and go from 900 a month to 9,000 a week

nearly 30,000 a month

For What He Does RIGHT Now

then poof

the entire idea completely vanishes

for about 3 more weeks

then DING

and poof