oh come on let him go

he's blablabal

it's excruciatingly painful to not smoke

but I don't die

it's the same as sitting with shorts off wondering what I forgot pissed off staring at wall

except I know why I am pissed

nothing to smoke

then i'm sitting in pain, not even moving, or caring at all, just sitting up right in a chair

and people are throwing shit at me that I have to do

once every 2 or 3 hours

as they go up and I'm just coasting down